Paul was getting tired of sitting on the plane for this long long trip. He hadn't slept well lately. His anxiety about his relationship with y/n had been eating him alive. She was their life long friend, but george couldn't help but feel jeaulous. She was his girlfriend and he adores her but lately there had been this feeling that maybe she hadn't loved him.
He tried to shake it off as the plane was descending out of the sky. The seat belt sign came on and this forced y/n to go back to her seat beside Paul. Paul shut the window and tried his sweetest smile at her. She smiled back with red teeth as she was chewing on a twizzler. Paul reached for the cherry red snack that was in her hand and took a bite. The satisfaction slipped away as she pulled a weird face." Ew gross Paulie , I was eating that" she wiped it on her shirt. So he was gross?
" sorry " he mumbled. She sat next to him and reached over towards him. He instinctively leaned in towards her but was met with confused eyes." Uh can you move so I can see the window?" She looked past him. Paul just leaned back and didn't answer.
After they got off the plane they walked through the airport to get to their car. Brian hadn't resleased that they left ,so no fans showed up at the airport to mob them. Paul was walking along when he noticed a pretty girl cheekily lying on the railings of the moving sidewalk. As Paul looked over he realized it was y/n so he smiled to himself. "Christ y/n csn you get down from there? You already stained your shirt , stop acting like a child!" Brian warned.
Brian was always a little tough on her. He was hesitant to let her join the band for she was a girl and could be a bit of a trouble maker, but the boys convinced him she would help take them to the top of the charts. They got to their car and hopped inside to finally go to the hotel. Y/n sat between George and John and didn't even think to sit with Paul.
Paul was getting that feeling again. He looked out the window , he didn't want to stir up problems. It was a chilly day and the hotel wasn't much warmer. Y/n sat frozen and shivering on the bed." Come on love" paul held out his arms for a hug." Oh don't worry about it Paul , Ringos getting me his sweater" she smiled and rested on Johns shoulder.
Paul just sat there in silence. That feeling of jealousy and stress was bubbling up again. He watched as she sat there in content, without him. Was he not good enough? Had he done something? Was their relationship no longer valued by her? Paul looked at her and all the memories, relationship or not, came back. It hit him hard. He loved her so much and so did the other boys, she was amazing ,and maybe he just couldn't have her.
Paul got up and walked to the connecting bedroom." Y/n?" He called out. Soon enough he heard her footsteps and she appeared in the doorway. "Paul, do you want to talk?" She kicked at the ground. Paul patted the spot beside him and began to feel nervous. He hadn't planned this, what does a person say in a situation where you can't even tell if it's just you?" Well uh y/n you see I uh " she nodded impatiently at him." I I f-feel you don't love me anymore " he whispered out. She gave him a deer in the headlights look with those big beautiful eyes.
"Paul come on!, don't do this!" She threw her arms up in the air and yelled." I'm sorry" Paul managed to squeak out. " yeah we'll you always acuse me of these things, you always try to guilt me out!" She spat. Paul couldn't take this anymore." NO! No, y/n you always do this. You know as much as I do that your wrong and then you try to turn it on me, I have every right to feel this way." Y/n knew she was wrong. She knew she had been neglecting her beloved Paul, but she did not want to be called up in it. She had things to work out in her own time.
Now she felt angry. She wanted to be angry at her boyfriend but really deep down she was angry at herself. At the situation. She just felt frustrated and angry. Y/n Was never good about her emotions. Now she wanted to make Paul angry just because she was. Paul hadn't noticed that the other boys were at the door, but y/n had. Boy would she show him. Paul sighed " listen y/n, I-" Paul got distracted by y/n walking up to George in the doorway. She turned around and stared Paul down directly in the eyes. She had a look in her eyes Paul had never seen before, and he did not like it. She turned to George and attacked his lips with her own. He didn't even shut his eyes, the poor boy looked so shocked. George hadn't wanted to be part of this mess.
Paul felt the burning feeling of tears in his eyes. He quickly got up and walked past them. Whimpering out "how could you do this " y/n realized how much she was hurting Paul. She really did love him. She was only doing this because , well she had no excuse. She was about to walk off when John grabbed her arm." Fix this . Now." He pointed his finger at her. She quickly scurried to Paul's room. Paul was in there crying his doe eyes out. She knew if she asked to come in he would say no ,so she took the opportunity to let herself in.
"Paulie?" She asked as she sat on the bed." I- i thought w-we had it so good. We were t-together so long. Remember when we were teenagers? We h-had so much fun. And i love you" She felt so bad now. Wow had she screwed everything up." Listen y/n, I know we've been together a long time, and I know things are changing right now and you are stressed too, but you need to tell me, you need to look at me and tell me honestly if this relationship still going last." She felt overwhelmed. She never thought about the future or how long any of this would be. And she loved Paul, but she had to let him know so he could get better and carry on being happy. With their musical careers, tours other girls and the other band members, she had to let him go to be happy.
"No, Paul"
