The night you left (Jaehyun FanFic)

chapter 1

   I couldn't sleep. My thoughts were driving me crazy. He was driving me insane. I couldn't help but think of him all the damn time.

   

   I woke up and headed downstairs to have breakfast with my mother and her partner. They'd been dating for about two years and they seemed truly happy. "Good morning, darling. Did you sleep well?". My mum kissed my forehead softly and handed me my dish. I nodded happily, although I knew how bad my sleep had been. Actually, in the past two years, I couldn't even sleep properly. I don't know why or actually when it all started. Could it have been depression? Or, was I just over dramatizing everything? My friend Wendy would visit me later that afternoon, so I had some time for myself to just relax and try to get over what was happening on my mind.

   "Is it about him?". Wendy asked me and I looked at her, not exactly knowing what to answer. "Is it about Jaehyun?". She insisted and I couldn't help but, not answer her question. It's been two years and I hadn't contacted him, actually, HE hadn't contacted me, as I was trying so hard to reach him out. "I don't know. It's just...it's been so long since we've seen each other. It seems like an eternity has passed. I don't know what he's doing, neither my mum nor Jong-dae are helping me out". I told her and she looked away, trying to hide something. "What is it, Wendy?". I questioned her but she just kept refusing to talk about it. Why did she even ask me in the first place? "Uh, there's no need talking about him. It's been so long...". She said and then, completely changed the subject. "How is Jackson?". "We're going to the movies tonight". I told her and she smiled. "What about Jong-dae?". I asked her back. "He's got rehearsals with his band, so I won't be seeing him this weekend". She said kind of disappointed. "Why don't you go and surprise him?". I proposed and she looked at me with shining eyes. "Ha, classic Y/N. Always full of surprises". She told me and came close to me, resting her head on my shoulder. "I love surprises, you know that". I told her and she sighed. "I know you do, I know you do...". She said and we both got lost in our thoughts while watching absurd videos on Youtube.

   "Did you enjoy the movie?". Jackson asked me and squizzed my hand in his. "I loved it". I told him and kissed him on the cheek. "Oh look! Cotton Candy!". I told him and quickly headed to the kiosk, where an old lady was selling it. "Two please!". I told her and smiled. She kept on looking at me, with shining eyes. "What is it?". I told her, kind of terrified. Jackson giggled. "You just look so familiar". The old lady said and gave us the two sticks. "It's my treat". The woman said and smiled at us, as Jackson hid back the money in his pocket shyly. "Thank you!". We both said and started walking away. "Oh yes! Now I remember!". She shouted at me playfully. I turned around, only to look at her in curiosity. "It was two years ago..!!". I looked at her, still not knowing what she was talking about. "You were with that boy! Treat was on me!". She told us as she giggled. "Oh yes..!". I told her and smiled at her, trying to hide my awkwardness. I grabbed Jackson's arm and we started walking away. "What's wrong? Why did you leave so fast?". He asked me while looking back at the lady, whose face was drawn with sadness. "Nothing, I just didn't feel comfortable around her. She got this negative vibe". I said to him, and apparently, he found it quite funny, as he started laughing. "Why is this so funny to you?". I told him and he immediately stopped. "Relax, Y/N". He said and gave me a soft kiss. Thank God his kiss did relax me.

   He accompanied me to my house. "Why don't you come to my place?". He told me and kissed me. "I can't tonight baby. Tomorrow I am going shopping with my mother. I need to find a dress for the wedding. Have you found an elegant suit?". I asked him playfully. "Well, not yet. I'm going with Jong-dae and the others this week. Don't worry, I will be as handsome as my lady wants me to be". He said and tickled me. "Ha ha, you're always handsome Jackson". I told him and gave him a peck on the lips. "Good night". I told him and got inside my house. He wouldn't leave until he made sure I was inside my house, safe and sound. I went upstairs and looked outside my window. He was standing there, drawing hearts in the air. I sent him a kiss and he smiled at me.