I don't want to wonder anymore
I don't want to feel less things than the ones I am capable of
I don't want to daydream about being someone I am not
Unmade situations
Yet to be seen sunsets
And theories
All I ever wanted was not to be understood
All I ever wanted was to be liked-let alone loved.
I don't want to wonder.Wondering makes me sad.Being sad makes me want to stay in bed for too long.
Yet,it somehow remains my favourite past time,my box office bait.
Remembering is my best selling point.
I keep thinking of our beginning as a false desicion.
An unmade bed longing to be made.
And you,you fit perfectly in that book.
That non-sense situation.
You fit perfectly in all of my theories.
all of my "ifs" include you.
And you need to know this ,
No matter how much I love you
And just because I sometimes love myself too,
I would never want you back.
YOU ARE READING
Room Full Of Ghosts
PoetryA series of poems in which I see things differently than most people.That old vintage vibe that has been inside of me forever,this is all I want to give to you.My soul aches,so I seek for poetry in everything I touch.
