FREAK [Min Yoongi]

Chapter 15 "You can lie to me but i know you love me"

~~ Love me baby please 'cause I could still be the only one you need. The only one close enough to feel you breathe. Yeah I could still be that place where you run. Instead of the one that you're running from ~~

"What the-
"Nothing. Come to the rest" you cut Jimin off wanting to run away from them as fast as possible. You don't know where you're going but it doesn't matter in this moment.

Maybe i'll get lost 

You're turning around seeing a lot of couples and parents with their children. You smiled to yourself because of their happiness. It's an amazing and wonderful view for you. Having a person, who loves you and protects you at all costs, must be a beautiful feeling. You've never been in relationship so you can't compare this feeling with anything you actually know. Love is mysterious, obscure and dangerous but beautiful, sensual and gentle in the same time. You're curious how it is being someone's entire world and reason to waking up every morning. 

"What are you thinking about?" you heard Jimin's curious voice behind your back.

"Nothing" you answered blankly still looking at the people and admiring their blessing.
"Yoongi hyung and (Y/N) you finally arrived" smiling Hoseok greeted you warmly, closing you in an embrace. You smiled at his kind and warm gesture which made you feel thankful for meeting them in your life.

I'm so lucky having them by my side

You thought returning his embrace. Then you saw the rest of boys who were smiling from ear to ear at your view. You waved, chuckling under your nose.

"Who wants to go on the roller coaster at first?" Jungkook asked you excitedly. The sparkles're dancing in his big, dark eyes. You gulped feeling like your stomach's narrowing. 

"Me!" Taehyung and Seokjin screamed at the same time, making other people looked at them bemusedly. "(Y/N) do you want to join us?" Jungkook asked you hopefully. 
"Maybe another time." you answered apologetic feeling more dizzy because of your bad memories from you childhood which of course are connected with roller coasters. He pouted cutely making you feel guilty. 

"You can go with us to order some food." you nodded gratefully at Yoongi's offer. You felt much better walking away from the roller coasters and similar things which make a huge lump in your throat. You ordered fried rice and sat down next to Namjoon and Jimin. You're laughing and playing around until Hoseok and Namjoon left you coming back to the boys. 

"So (Y/N) how long are you gonna stay in Korea?" jimin asked you sipping his cola. You shrugged your shoulders.
"My course lasts one year and then i'll decide to stay here longer or come back home" you explained when you felt Yoongi's gaze on yourself but you decided to ignore him.

"Do you want to come back?" his voice seems more nervous than before. You looked at him and Yoongi not knowing what to say because you actually don't know.

"I'm here only 3 months and i don't know. It's hard decision" you said with weak smile on your face. You future isn't sure and you don't want to speculate.

"Are you happy here?" then Yoongi asked you unexpectedly with no expression on his face but you saw something disturbing in his eyes. Only eyes can say the whole truth about someone's feelings.

"I'm happier now" you smiled weakly wanting to comfort them. They let out a long breath making you giggled. 

"I hope you'll stay with us longer than only one year" Jimin smiled and his eyes disappeared cutely showing two thin lines.