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Chapter 23

Gerard didn't want to believe that Frank wasn't coming back for him, but he figured that it made sense
'He probably just wanted to get rid of me. I'm useless, and all I do is cause him more trouble and pain and he does the same for me. Maybe it's better off this way?' He thought, biting back tears. He couldn't cry. There was no reason, because he had cried too many times over that man and he wasn't going to again.

It was 3:50 in the morning and he was already up, because he didn't get a single minute of sleep
He was too busy thinking
And worrying

Bert had let him sleep on the couch that night and he slept upstairs in his bed, and for some reason Gerard wasn't caught up in wanting to get out
He didn't want to go back to Frank and have him continue to pretend like he cared
Because he knew goddamn well that he didn't
At least that's what Bert told him.

Gerard just laid there quietly, and he didn't bother to look up when he heard footsteps because he knew it was Bert. He rubbed his eyes tiredly before slowly sitting up, his hair all messed up and his eyes tired from lack of sleep.

"Goodmorning" Bert said, beginning to make some coffee as a cigarette was between his fingers. "How did you sleep?"

"I didn't" Gerard said, sounding just as exhausted as Bert did. "I keep thinking about him. Because I love him... but I don't know if I love him anymore and all I want to do is see him again but I know he's not coming for me and-"

"Can you stop talking about him for a second, please? If you miss him so bad go stay with him, I'm doing you a fucking favor by letting you go. And not killing you." Bert said, sighing in annoyance and obvious tiredness.

"Can I really?..."

"I don't give a shit what you do, just shut the fuck up already" He said, taking a drag from his cigarette before blowing the smoke out of his mouth.

"Oh..." Gerard said, and he started to think about it. After about 20 minutes of thinking, he finally came to a conclusion and he was going to talk to Frank. He quickly got ready, but there wasn't much to do so it didn't take long.
He was a little confused as to why Bert didn't care, but he didn't dwell on it. Because at least he wasn't chained up anymore.

"Good luck" Bert said, smiling sadly. "Frank can be a real bitch sometimes, and he does things that he probably doesn't mean. So just forgive him, okay? Tell him it's going to be okay. He needs it" He said, and Gerard was soon on his way.

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Gerard walked up to the doorstep, admiring around the front of the house. He hadn't really gotten to see it, since Frank kept him in the house half the time. He didn't know why he let him do that.

He knocked on the door loudly, and when no one answered he ran the doorbell several times until the door finally opened. "Hello?" Frank asked, his face slightly sweaty and his hair sticking up in places. It seemed he was trying to catch his breath.
"Gerard-what the fuck are you doing here?" He asked, seeming angry. Why was he angry? Shouldn't he be happy that he wasn't at least dead?

"I live here, remember?"

"Oh-uh-"

"Aren't you going to let me in?" He asked, crossing his arms over his chest as Frank scratched the back of his neck nervously.

"Well uh-about that..." Frank said, trying to find the right words. "I can't"

"What? Why?" Gerard asked, more angry ran anything. Why was he acting so weird?

"Um-"

Before any of them could speak another voice was heard from the other room, and Gerard froze. "Hey Frankie! Who's at the door?" A female voice asked, and Gerard instantly felt his heart drop. Now he understood why Frank couldn't let him in. It all made sense.

What a fucking lier

They both just stood in silence for a few minutes, and Gerard looked down as tears formed in his eyes. He wasn't even sad, or angry. He just felt broken. Like everything was pointless now.

Gerard looked up when he heard footsteps and the girl he assumed Frank fucked was standing behind him. Gerard chuckled bitterly and he shook his head, this all seemed like a big fucking joke. Was he just a joke to Frank?

"Come back to the bedroom. I'm waiting for you...daddy" She whispered to Frank but Gerard could clearly hear.
And that's when he couldn't take it anymore.
He just needed to be away from him, away from her. And away from everyone.
Tears started to run down his face and he turned away, not saying a word before he started to leave.

"Gerard wait-" Frank said, but Gerard obviously didn't. Nothing he could say would make Gerard stay, it just wouldn't.

Gerard could hear their conversation in the background, and this only made more tears stream down his face.

"Who was what? He seemed weird..." The girl said to Frank, and Frank continued to watch Gerard leave with a slightly regretful expression.
"Nobody. It was nobody" He simply said, looking away from him and instead kissing her lips.

'Nobody' Gerard thought
'That's all I'll ever be to him'

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