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The next morning Gerard woke up to a dozen of texts from Frank, and several missed calls. He had to admit that deep down inside he wanted Frank to actually care enough to try and contact him, but he just felt upset, and stupid for letting the man even make him feel that way. He turned his phone over and scrolled down, his eyes scanning all of messages as his expression slowly turned to sadness.
'I'm sorry' 'I should've been there, and I wasn't. I know I fucked up but you have to forgive me.' 'I don't know what I would do without you, please' 'Gerard, just come back. We can talk about this and I promise you it won't happen again.'
Gerard doubted that he was even telling the truth considering everything else he had done, but god, he wanted to go back there. And it was taking everything in him not to just leave right then.
He continued to read the messages and a frown was now on his lips, his eyes staring to water a little.
'I know that you need me, Gerard. Just come back, okay?'
Gerard read the last of the messages and he couldn't help but feel that Frank was right. He did need him, he was practically nothing without him anymore. Gerard got up from the couch (from which he slept on the night before, while Bert slept in his room) and he went to the kitchen, grabbing a piece of paper and quickly writing Bert a note so he wouldn't worry. He didn't really need anything so he just grabbed his phone and a jacket he found laying around and he ran out the door. He walked down the path that he knew very well and he stopped after about twenty minutes when he got to Franks house. 'I hope he doesn't have a girl here like before' He thought to himself, sighing at the thought of before. He took in a deep breath and he walked up the steps, not thinking that he would be back, although he was terribly wrong. He knocked on the door softly a few times, his heart beating faster. The door soon opened and there stood a tired, sad looking Frank. Gerard immediately felt bad but then he remembered that Frank was the one who cheated. He had done nothing wrong, right?
"Hey..." Frank said, and Gerard hated how there was a moment of silence. He mumbled a 'hi' and he looked back at him, waiting for him to eventually say something.
"Listen Gerard, I'm sorry. I really am" Frank said, and Gerard still somehow didn't believe him.
"I don't care anymore. Can we just not talk about this, please? You asked me to come back so I came, isn't this what you wanted? Of corse it is, because I always do everything for you. You can't even keep your dick in your pants while I'm gone-"
"It wasn't like that!" Frank yelled over him "I just needed a distraction, it had nothing to do with you, I swear" He said, and Gerard just scoffed.
"Was I your distraction then? Is that why you literally fucking kidnapped me and took me away from my family and friends, just so that you could have this so called relationship? I don't know if you're aware of this, but people don't usually kidnap and hurt and cheat on someone they love!" Gerard screamed at him, tears burning in his eyes. "I loved you! And I did everything you asked of me, everything. I didn't tell the police, and I didn't leave even when I really wanted to. I did those things because I loved you! But I know you don't love me. And I know if you had the chance again you would find someone else." Gerard said, looking down as tears started to run down his face. "But I guess that's what you get when you fall in love with a psycho..."
Frank looked upset, but mostly angry, and Gerard didn't even care at this point. Frank grabbed him and pushed him onto the floor inside, slamming the door shut once he walked inside after. "Ohh, you really have some nerve to be talking to me that way." He said, staring Gerard down which made him immediately nervous inside. "You should be lucky I actually kept you alive, I could have done far worse things. But I didn't. And you want to know why?" He asked.
"Because I love you. I fucking love you!" He yelled, making Gerard flinch. He sighed once he said it, even though he had said it many times before. "That's why I have to do this" He said, grabbing Gerard by his neck and gripping it slightly.
"If you wanted to kill me you would've done it already" Gerard said, rolling his eyes as he felt the man's hand around his neck. "Kill me" He said "Do it, kill me"
There was the slightest bit of hesitation in Franks motions and he gripped his neck a little tighter, pushing him against the wall as he did this. "Shut up" He snapped, but Gerard of corse didn't.
"I know you won't, you love me too much-"
"Shut the fuck up!" Frank yelled, and he grabbed something out of his back pocket. Gerard immediately tensed and he felt himself not being able to move as he felt a cold metal pressed against his forehead. Gerard knew Frank was serious now, and he closed his eyes so he wouldn't have to look at him.
"I could just blow your fucking brains out right now, you know that, doll? And since you won't shut the fuck up I think I might have to" Frank snarled, gripping Gerard's chin instead, forcing him to look forward.
Gerard's eyes were burning with tears and he tried not to cry, but that was hard when it seemed he was about to die. His breathing was shaking and he looked at Frank with the most desperate expression. "P-please don't... I'll do anything. Please" He begged, but Frank didn't take it. Frank pressed the trigger and Gerard squeezed his eyes shut as more tears formed in his eyes, and he couldn't stop them when he felt tears start to pour down his face. "P-please please d-don't please, I'm s-sorry-I'm sorry-" He sobbed, and he felt more than relieved when Frank eventually dropped the gun to the hard ground. So many thoughts were running through his head, and he just couldn't stop crying. His breathing was unbelievably fast at this point and he felt as if everything was closing in on him, he just wanted it to end. He felt Franks hand on his shoulder and then he felt him pick him up, and if he was correct he felt a few tear drops fall onto him in the process. He could barely breath or even speak, and he was scared for his life, but he wasn't in the position to protest now so he just let it happen. He wanted to scream at Frank to get off of him, to not even touch him, but his sobs got in the way of his words and he couldn't even form a sentence. He felt Frank carry him somewhere and he just rested his head on his chest weakly, mumbling small things like 'please don't hurt me' and 'I'm sorry' He heard Frank shush him and then he was set down onto what he assumed was the couch, still clutching as tight as possible to Frank as he sobbed uncontrollably.
All he heard was Frank whisper something along the lines of 'I'm so sorry', and he cried even harder, feeling like it would never ever end.
_______________________________ Oof I cried while writing this but I hope you enjoyed this mess of sadness hehe✨✨✨
Frank got some issues •-•
Comment what you think please! Do you dislike Frank and why?
