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I love you too much || 2d x self harm reader

Hey so this does have some trigger warnings about this so if your sensitive to suicide mentions please skip this chapter.
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Your p.o.v
I'm tired of living. I'm tired of it all. There is only one thing I live for and that's my boyfriend 2d, but recently, he left me for someone I didn't even know. Now that I have nothing to live for, why live at all. The one thing I cared about...gone I'm done. I started to cut myself which kinda helped but only temporary. It wouldn't kill me right? You were walking back to king studios, you were part of the band after all. You walk in and see murdoc he sees that you've been crying and hugs you. You hug back softly so to not make your recent cuts sting. Murdoc let you go and said sorry about 2d. Even hearing the name made me want to die. 2d, the love of my life, who left me. I assent gonna cry in front of murdoc so you ran to your room, pocket knife in hand ready to just pierce yourself in the heart until a certain bluenette walked it and saw you holding the knife to your throat. He tackled me and I i yelled in agony and I felt the pressure on my wrist. He looked at me with worry and concern. He grabbed the sleeve of my jacket rolling it up. He looked shocked, he thought you were stronger than that, apparently not. He got off you, while he was distracted, you ran out of king studios leaving your jacket with 2d and murdoc and noodle saw you with the cuts and held each other crying. 2d was running after you and you were at the top of the tallest building in town. Looking down was a bunch of people that looked like ants. Ready to jump off standing at the edge. Sighing you were crying. On the count of three. One,you took a step closer to the edge. Two,you were looking down. 3,you jumped off the roof waiting for impact. It never came. You opened your eyes to murdoc crying his eyes out holding you. He had caught you. He gave you to 2d and he kissed you. Couldn't just let me die could you.