There was a lot to take in and a lot to think about. Truly I want the surgery I want to take that risk away. I want more of a change. I want to have my own family. I feel like there are so many things that are telling me I'm not meant to be a mom. Truly thought his is what I want. I want to have a baby. I want to be pregnant. I want to feel that. I have been advancing myself and working on us. We will never stop that, but I just see so much more.
Matt looked at me " the surgery... what were you thinking..." I looked at him " we should lay all our option out and talk it through... but I think I want to get the surgery..." Matt looked at me " you know I only worry because I don't want to loose you and we have to talk about it together... no making our own decisions. We need to figure this out as one..." I nodded " of course... the risks seem small but I know they are big if something does happen." I nodded " maybe we should think about freezing some of my eggs if something does happen... just as a precaution..." Matt looked at me " no.... I'm no going to loose you..." I looked at him " baby... if some were to happen to me not just because of the surgery... but like what if I get in a accident... I want you to still have a small little part of me..." he looked at me " I only want you..."
We came to a decision the surgery was happening all the risks or none at all. This was my health and this what we just had to do.
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This is our Time | A Dawsey Season 6 inspired story | Chicago Fire
FanficThis is a Dawsey season 6 finale inspired story. This is everything that happens post the finale and drama! Gabby and Matt have been excited about trying for their very own baby. Risks come up that change their views and what the future has in stor...
