facedown :: mark lee

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"hey, haneul. you've done a great job once again today! woah, you're really good at everything", hyerin smiled and hugged me whilst we made our way towards the changing rooms. "thanks, hyerin but i think i just got lucky a lot" "yeah, that's what i thought, too. i mean how would you be able to win every time. and how pathetic it is for you to pick mark's team every time. still trying to hit on him even though he hates you", someone hissed from behind and i rolled my eyes. 

"you know what hina, i don't care what you think of me. i know you don't like me and i'm okay with that but i won't let you ruin my mood every day!", i turned around and glared at her. "oh, come on. you're just jealous of me because i have everything you want. i am pretty, i can dance well, i get along with the boys and i have an amazing boyfriend who loves me way more than he will ever love you. in fact, he keeps on telling me how much he despises you and how he's happy that he saw your real personality before he started getting too close to you. he hates you, haneul and he loves me, we're happy together!", hina smirked when she saw my gaze falling to the ground the more she bragged. she was right, mark hates me and he loves her. but i've already acknowledged that and i'm okay with it as long as he's happy. 

"you can try hurting me as much as you want, hina but it won't work. if mark is happy with you that's okay with me. if mark hates me that's okay with me but i will still keep on trying to show him that i'm not the person he makes me out to be. i'm okay with you dating but i honestly don't understand why you keep on being such a person to me when i've never really done anything bad to you."

"never done anything bad to me?! i was the dancing queen until you came! i was the one who could do everything until you came! i had mark in the palm of my hands until you came! you destroyed everything just because you think you're any better than me just because you've already debuted but let me break it down to you: just because you already debuted doesn't mean mark will like you more!", hina was shouting by now and i slightly flinched. 

did she really think that way? did i really take everything from her? did i really think of myself as something better than her because i debuted earlier than she did? i mean it wasn't my intention but maybe i did it without realising....

–lami–

i was on my way to the dressing room when i heard shouting coming out of the room. the door was slightly ajar so i could see what was going on. when i took a look inside i saw hina and haneul glaring at each other and when i heard what hina was throwing at haneul once again i had enough. i can't keep watching this and pretend like nothing happened. i like both of them but i don't like where this whole feud is going. so i decided to film the whole thing. 

i quickly took out my phone and pressed the record button as soon as hina began assaulting haneul. "oh, come on. you're just jealous of me because i have everything you want. i am pretty, i can dance well, i get along with the boys and i have an amazing boyfriend who loves me way more than he will ever love you. in fact, he keeps on telling me how much he despises you and how he's happy that he saw your real personality before he started getting too close to you. he hates you, haneul and he loves me, we're happy together!", hina yelled and my mouth dropped open. i never knew that hina could be this harsh. haneul looked sad before she answered that she just wants mark to be happy and that she is even okay with them dating and him hating her. 

hina then began screaming even louder and i was surprised that the boys hadn't heard them by now. and i guess what hina said really hurt haneul because she just looked away and went to the other side of the room. 

i quickly stopped the video and ran away when i saw haneul approaching the door and a few seconds later she passed me with a sad look on her face, smiled a little whilst saying goodbye to me and left the building.