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"hey, little one. i know you'd rather stay in bed today but you and luna have to leave for mickey mouse club today", soomy said as she pulled the blanket off my face. yeah, there's no place i'd rather be at than being stuck with hina and mark for three to five hours. sounds. like. fun.
the whole ride to the studio was a quite as never before. no one dared to speak a word fearing that even a whisper would lead to an explosion. to my luck i even had to sit next to hina and when i glanced over to her i saw her taking a selfie and sending it to mark receiving one from said person about two seconds later. 'not helping' i thought and rolled my eyes. suddenly i received a text from 'brother~':
how's my baby sister doing?
dying.
aww, no. don't die. i need someone i can annoy~
you literally have a whole group for that
yeah, true.
but i just wanted to tell you that i know that you think your life sucks right now but you're still young and there's so many things ahead of you and i know you and i know that you can do this. don't let people bring you down because of such things. i know you're probably hurt but you can do this.
thanks, tae. it's just...
it hurts seeing mark with hina all the time. i just wish i could have shown mark who i am...
i know it does, little one. but you're so much more than just a pretty face and if mark doesn't see that he isn't right for you.
yeah, maybe you're right...
i'll take you out to dinner today, okay?
yeess food~
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"ok, haneul. just endure it for about fifteen more minutes", i mumbled to myself when i saw hina kissing mark's cheek and wrapping her arms around his shoulders. "haneul, could you take a picture of us? i want to have a new home screen for my phone", hina said and i froze. "uh, sure", i answered slightly confused and took her phone from her hands. when i positioned the camera so that they were both inside the frame i saw how uncomfortable mark looked. i took a small glance at him and smiled looking into his eyes. but when i received a cold stare instead of a smile back i knew that mark must think of me as the devil. i frowned and quickly took the picture, handing hina her phone back and walking quickly out of the room. when i reached the dressing room i felt something slip out of my eyes. was i crying?
"hey, you're not crying, are you?", i heard a male voice and instantly flinched. when i turned around and looked into taeyong's eyes he instantly came over and hugged me. "wow, so it's worse than i thought. he even managed to make you cry, huh? you're human after all", he said and i chuckled slightly whilst still letting a few tears fall onto his shoulders. "please tell me what to do, taeyong. you always know what to do. i'm so lost!", i mumbled after we let go of the hug. "no, little one. you know best what to do right now. i can't help you with that. i promise you, whatever you decide to do will be fine and i will always be there for you. come on, let's go eat!"
right after taeyong and i left the building he received a phone call from his manager. after a few 'uh huh' and 'okay' and 'i'll be there' he hung up again. "ok, the plan changed a bit. we can still go out to eat though. it's just, we'll have to take the others. as in donghyuck, jaemin, jeno, jisung, koeun, lami, hyerin, luna, hina and..." "...and mark", i cut him off. he gave me a sympathetic look and nodded. "it's fine", i smiled. "if mark is happy with hina i have to accept that. i guess he doesn't like me and i'll get over him. i'll get the others", i said and ran back into the building.
