noras pov
I woke up with major hangover, I under the covers and see I'm naked, and I look to the right of me and see Jack, naked.
Maybe he won't remember if I leave, we were both drunk.
I get up and put my clothes back on and quickly scurry our of Jacks house and walked next door to my house and walked in the door.
"Sweetie where were you! We were worried sick!" Nonna says
"Sorry Nonna, i was watching movies at Jacks and I feel asleep there." I say
"Oh that's fine just tell me where you are next time." She says
I go upstairs, and pull out my old diary, and start, writing in it.
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I know I haven't used this in years, but I need someone to talk to, I don't have anyone. Ok so, I'm still having suicidal thoughts and after last night my feelings toward jack have grown and their so strong. I just wanna call him mine and I want him to call me his, I wanna kiss him, I wanna be called baby by him. I just want everything, everything about him, I want him.
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I write and wipe a tear from my face. I decided to call ellie. My best friend since I was 6 but she moved away last year.
I call her and she answers.
"Hello?" She says
"Ellie?" I say
"Nora?!" She says
"Yes." I say
"Nora! I miss you so much!" She says
"I miss you too, but ellie I need someone to talk to. I don't have anyone." I say
"Ok talk to me." She says
I explain to her everything that's happened. My step dad, attempted suicide, jack, last night. Everything.
"Nora, if you really like him tell him, and if he doesn't like you back, then he's a idiot for not choosing you." She says
"Thanks ellie, I love you and miss you so much." I say
"I love you too, well my mom is calling me so bye nice talking to you again nor!" She says
"Bye." I say before hanging up
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The rest of the day was pretty boring, I just watched tv and ate food.
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"Nora wake up! Time for school!" Grandma yells from downstairs
"I'm up!" I say
I get up and put on a field hockey sweatshirt, and nike shorts, and Nike's, and put my hair in a pony tail with a lulu lemon headband.
I walk downstairs, and grab a granola bar. I grab my field hockey bag, and my backpack.
"Byee!" I say while heading out the door
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I walk up to Jack.
"Sup." I say while taking a bite of my granola bar.
"Hey." He says
"So I'm thinking of nailing this new blonde, today." He says
"Cool." I say while a lump goes down my throat
The bus pulls up and I sit down at my usual sit, and pop in my headphones and that should be me by Justin Bieber comes on.
"Cause baby, I didn't that should be me holding your hand, that should be me making you laugh, that should be me this is so sad, that should be me, that should be me!" The song sings in my ears and I listen to the lyrics closely and a tear goes down my face and the only word that comes to mind.
Jack .
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I close my locker and see Jack making out with a girl.
A tear goes down my face and I run to the bathroom.
I run in a stall and erupt in tears.
"Why do you have to be a player!" I yell
"Why can't you just love me!" I say
The bell rings and I wipe the tears.
I go to class and jack sits down at a desk next to a new girl, and I see him put his hand up she skirt and she lets out a moan.
I couldn't take it.
I run out of the room and jack follows.
"Nora! What's wrong!" He says
"Nora!" He says
"You wanna know what's wrong!" I yell
"I'm in love with you!"
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YOU ARE READING
the bus stop (j.g)
Romancenora and jack never really talked, they were always at the same the bus stop, but when nora goes through the worst jack, was there and everything changed.
