nora and jack never really talked, they were always at the same the bus stop, but when nora goes through the worst jack, was there and everything changed.
I run all the way home and bust open the door to see my aunts, and uncles and all my cousins, that all live in different states really far away from me.
"hi Nora baby.." aunt beth says while giving me a hug
"Hi aunt beth, and everyone, Uhh Where's grandma?" I say
"Nora." Uncle Tim says
"Yes, Guys Where's nonna?!" I say
"Nonna was in an accident..." aunt beth says
"what......?" I say and my voice becomes weaker
"I'm so sorry Nora." Aunt beth says
"Can u guys leave...please." I say while holding back a river of tears
They all nod and leave.
I close the door behind them and slide down the door my back hitting it and I let it all out.
A ocean of tears.
I have no one.
My whole life is a waste of time.
I keep thinking of just letting it all go and end it all my self but then I feel a little kick on my right side of my stomach, and I put my hand there, and all of my thoughts of killing myself go away . Became
That if I kill myself this baby boy or girl wouldn't be able to get a good life.
And I promised my self every day when my step father abused me. That when I had a baby I would give them the best life ever. And so I can't kill my myself. No matter how much I want to. It will all be worth it when I see this beautiful baby. .. I can't afford to keep my grandma and Grandpas house. So I pack up all my stuff and try to find an apartment. .. After a while I see a cheap one that's actually pretty nice inside. .. After four hours of unpacking it looks like this. .. LIVING ROOM
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.. KITCHEN
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.. MASTER BEDROOM (mine)
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.. BATHROOM
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.. OFFICE
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.. their was one other room. That would be the baby's. ..
