forgetful | ksj

Xii

Mom?
Mom is that you?
"Yes child"
"Mom!"
"You need to forgive your father"
"Why would I do that he betrayed and killed you?"
"Please...sooyoung"
"Mom I'm sorry I can't"
"Whatever you ugly bitch I never wanted you anyway"
She said as she disappeared
"MOM? MOM IM SORRY COMEBACK!"
I slowly fell and sat up to put my face in my hands.
Not even my dead mother loves me.
"Um, girl who took me home, wake up"
"Mom?"
"What? Wake up"
I gently woke up to the feeling of someone shaking me. I woke up sweating. I was a mess.
When was I gonna move on from my moms death?

How do people do it?

"Are you okay? You were talking about your mom in your sleep." The Brunette said with concerned eyes.

"Uh ya I'm fine, ignore that ever happen" I said as I got up.

"Okay"

The awkward silence made everything well...awkward. So I decided to break it.

"So, we need to find out who you are" I said

"What do you mean?"

"Like you know your work place"

"Ahh, workplace...workplace...I think I remember it?"

"Really?"

"All I remember is a girl"

"Oh..."

"What was her name?"

"I have no idea..." He said while looking down.

"Do you like like this girl?" I say looking everywhere but his eyes.

"Yes...I mean I don't really know what this feeling is?"

"Do you feel like your heart drops to your stomach, all your voice can do is stutter and all you can do is stare at her?" I said

"Yes...actually I do!"

"So you like her..." I say with the fakest smile.

"So why do you know so much about love"

"Love?" I say cracking up into laughter.

"No no no honey you aren't in love, you just have a crush" I add.

"Oh...then what does love feel like?" He said looking up into my eyes.
I quickly look back to the ground.

"You don't want to know..."
I  say.

Love is never a good thing.

At least For me.

Ayoooo I'm back sorry I'm late but I'm pretty sure no one cares except for Seyanna (love you hoe) but Idk when the next chapter is so bare with me. Xoxoxo -Sara