Night of a cut out star

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You guys know the feeling when you keep looking for something and finally find it right in the front?
When your looking for that something, it feels like finding oasis in desert.
Anxiety fills your head what if, what if I lose it? Will I, will I find it?
The fear of losing it, fear of letting it leave you. Then you selfishly cling on to it for your own pleasure. You get frantically busy trying hard to get it. Losing something prevents you to take one step further, you are forced to pause for that moment. That attachment of yours is not out of love, but fear!
Fear of loneliness, staying without it. Not living but just surviving for the sake of it. After loss, in a flash, the life you've lived with it gets hopelessly disturbing.
You act the way a drug addict would do when he's out of drugs.
Feeling constantly restless, exhausted, ignition of fire for craving, wanting more of it descends on you. You avoid thinking of it, but the universal forces drag the thought of it and dump it back in your head.
Love is just like that drug!
You can't quit, if you do, you'll breakdown. You'll hit rock bottom then continue to keep falling but alone, infinitely deep down where no one resides.
You can't act, get caught up with isolation and trapped with guilt. I should have been a bit more careful or I must have compromised! There you'll reach a stage where even injustice seems fair to you. That controlling isn't love.
When the quest for that one thing is done, you realise it's no where, it's within you. Don't go in search of love, create it within yourself then let it bloom.
There is a star in you, it has enough potential to shine but just that you don't notice it. Your a star soul who is his/her own source of light.
Stars are many, some twinkle, some stay still, some near, some far but Daniela couldn't stop looking at them. It was new moon. The secret star in her had learned to shine without searching for the light of love anymore. She was the light, she was love. Every night her spark was identified, it hovered in the air. She lit the whole city with the  grace and shine of her light.
Unfolding your siezed fear will clear your heart and let you live like a star.
Don't go in search of abusive exchanges, create what you desire, seek help from angels you'll be dazed. Oh! Beautiful experience it is when the angels guide you.. seeing feathers, flashes of light, repeating numbers they're everywhere.
You are permitted to grieve for that lost love and getting back to feeling as fit as fiddle is also upto you.
Stars don't depend, even if they get hidden behind the dark clouds they continue to emitt their light irrespective of knowing who's looking at them.
Only the accused but a deeply thoughtful person open to new ways can shine. When that fear of losing takes control of you, very deftly you must blow it off.
Daniela was exceptionally amazed at the fact. The fact was he wasn't the star, she was. True stars look for beauty in beast and a star in nobody. Wait, nobody is a nobody. They're something, someone.
"Life can be lived in infinite ways, but you don't have to choose your ways, just create your own way as you walk. Ya, while walking on the path you've created you can't expect others to act according to you. For rest it's a 'way' they have chosen from the option provided by you. Don't look for light. Be that light.Provide an option for people, tell them life can be lived my way. Some will surely choose your golden path." Daniela closes her dear book looks around for her phone.
Has he texted?
No!

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