"Our meet was so explosive! It was in a bar an event after school. We'd never spoken in school. But that night we spoke as though we knew each other well, we could sense what the other was feeling and peep into each others soul.
When I stepped out of the cab, before entering into the bar he was already standing there, he waved. His hi was something that I'd never experienced before. That energy of his was like infinite light had passed through his body and he was sending me some fire shots from his spark! He was burning, yeah burning hot and I was sweating literally.
We smiled at each other since then my smile has maintained constancy. Though the music was loud we could speak clear, infact louder.
I was blushing, my cheeks had turned dark red as if I'd squeezed the red of rose and stored that colour inside my cheeks for years and let the stuffed red glow all at once.
People around looked at us with awe and room filled with contradictions. There was a plethora of euphoria being served for all, none could deny that there was love.
No we weren't love struck we'd just met! The intensity was too much for everybody present. One four, yes fourteenth was the date.
For the first time I'd felt my own presence with me, like I am me and me sitting beside myself. He mirrored my soul but the physical body separated for the creator of the universe had made it happen for a reason. Little did I know that it was a mini union of the divine masculine and the divine feminine. I don't know if it was an illusion but that's what keeping me alive and awake. He had everything I lacked the spontaneity, the impulsiveness and the ability to decide. I had qualities he lacked ability to think, emotional maturity, focus and stability. A perfect balance of Yin and Yang. When he offered me a drink I felt I belonged and was being valued. Our masks were taken off and we faced an ego death that night.
It was certain, there was no denial that we'd become instant best friends.
The meet was an energy boost that rapidly led our souls towards personal growth.
My life was like a chemical reaction and he the catalyst who could speed up my actions, let my thoughts rush and amplify my feelings!
Our levels of central dopamine was elevated, brain went haywire and words mixed.
An introvert like me going to a bar, hanging out in a group and that loud music was supposed to drain me but his presence had made a difference. It had escalated my energy level.
His humour activated my brain in turn stimulating his brain.
There was no setback, our behaviours were parallel, not similar but parallel.
Again a deep thinker an overanalyzer was expected to freak out and panic due to history of social anxiety but no, there was no such sign and symptom visible, I was doing great.
My breath was racing faster than a running cockroach trying to escape danger. The stars in the night sky intensified our attraction. The magic between us compelled our school friends to believe there was love everywhere. The thirst of my seventeen years was finally quenched.
My heart was swirling on the surface of a sofa called the ribs!
He was so restless, he had to get up and move around every time he felt he was losing control of himself. I was so engrossed in the conversation with my friends that I got stuck to the seat. No wonder why the girls had refused to come, maybe due to the evening rain and the fear of getting stuck in city traffic. Just my one girl friend and me the rest about nine to ten boys surrounded the centre table!
My little black dress that was my mom's because I don't own any clothes that expose my legs, made me feel a little out of place even if it looked fine. Being an old soul I would love to dress up like a woman rather than a young girl. My blue wedges brought me solace balancing my out of place feel. He had worn a blue shirt, semi-formals as he had directly landed there from his college.
He took antioxidant capsule to enhance his stamina maybe, he's fast so I used the word landed!
That night the seed of wisdom was sown and our mutual trust would nurture it.
I was freed from judgement. I was helplessly flirting with him, surprisingly our school friends pretended as though they hadn't noticed. If it was school it would become a gossip, no a story indeed.
The sexual tension between us grew stronger, my estrogen and oxytocin hiked, adrenaline rushed into the blood, blood circulated all over effecting every cell in my body and making it bounce to every beat of the music.
It was the strangest feeling ever!
People feel turned on sitting in a cozy corner but we were right in the centre, our laughter was deep and louder than anybody out there.
I found myself irresistible, I pulled his hair, it was really I mean really hard to keep my hands to myself and be a decent girl as I used to in school.
The eye contact set our souls on fire...yeah school never made our eyes meet! The fire burnt our inner demons and the mask of disbelief also distrust.
He shook the beast out of me, he shook my concealed feelings, he shook the soul out of my body and let it travel into the astral world.
His posture was perfectly extroverted. Arms extended on the armrest of the chair, body pulled inward, chest puffed out. His upper body looked broader, his legs spread.
After a moment's conversation with the group I glanced at him and caught him staring at me with dialated pupils. He was licking his upper lip, tongue sliding from one corner to the middle then slowly ended at the other corner.
He had washed his face, the water rolled down his pointed chin, drop by drop it fell to the floor. Here my gaze got fixed at that little beard on his chin, now that was the last thing I would dare to comment on! My friend sitting beside leaned close to my ear then swiftly said that it looked like the beard on a goat's chin. Later when I reached home and googled did I get enlightened about the Goatee style-the one ideal for men in early twenties!I always longed for that passion and fire he had. He gave me light warmth during intense agony in his absence. I was placid water..his fire sent me love in the form of heat that made my heart boil.
He was known for his rudeness, arrogance and misbehaviour at school. But his personality came out as charming, funny, humorous, an open minded and a free willed guy that night.
His prominent popped up veins pushes me to extend my daily exercise for another ten to twenty minutes.
His forehead was hiding under some hair. When he was talking to his best friend, I tilted my head a little, lifted my eyebrows, widened my eyes and peeped into his forehead. Let me clear it I did it subconsciously. I suddenly looked away with the fear of being titled as a stalker.
Moreover I'm a highly sensitive person (HSP) I'm known for noticing details.
Usually social interactions make me feel like a diffident crab but this day somehow my best side was exposed, something had clicked!
I knew my smile wasn't the best in comparison to the rest but smiling a mile wide showed that I was best at dealing life's worst.
I was highly aware of my flaws but still I continued to feel comfortable. The atmosphere hadn't drained me at all.
I felt beautiful when he looked at me, this opened the door to self love since then. I reviewed and edited my notions and misconceptions after the meet. I was compelled to question if he was the same bad boy of the school in my head.
Started at seven in the evening and the next three hours life seemed as easy as gulping water. Time flew. There was a magnetic pull that resisted my will to return home, he had insisted too, I stayed for another half an hour. Hunger had disappeared.
I had to leave!
I said a short bye to refrain from looking too vulnerable but his bye was an exaggerated one..baayeee like. Yeah extroverts wear their hearts on their sleeves, they show what they are!
And there the beautiful experience ended. I'd left with a hope that we'd meet soon again but that didn't happen, that's exactly what's hurting now."
Daniela smiled at the moon as she spoke and the cresent moon literally smiled back at her enthralling experience!!!
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Infinite Imaginations Revealed
SpiritualDaniela a girl with endless thoughts revealing them to the moon. For concealed thoughts get obsessive and leave you drained. She finally decides to open up to a celestial body. She finds none to confide in, inspite of being an empath. Putting imagin...