Can We Save Us? | Sequel to I Hate You But I Love You | Ambrollins

Chapter 17: Their Little Family

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Dean's POV:

When I saw Seth laying there, covered in blood, all I could think about was....if I was a few minutes earlier, maybe Seth would be okay. The cops arrested Hunter and his men. I called an ambulance as fast as I could. When they arrived, Seth was put into the ambulance and was rushed to hospital. I was praying the whole time that he would be okay.

"This is all my fault." I said as Roman and I waited in the waiting room.

"Dean, stop. Seth will be fine." Roman said.

"I don't get one thing though. Hunter hit Seth with a bat but there were no cuts or gashes on him as far as I could see. Why was he bleeding?"

"I actually don't know." Roman said. "I hope it wasn't serious."

The doctor came out and allowed me to go into Seth's room. I went inside and saw Seth sitting in bed with a blank look on his face.

"Um..is everything okay?" I asked the doctor after going over to Seth and squeezing his hand.

"I'm really sorry." she said, looking down.

"Sorry? What happened?" I asked.

"Mr Lopez-Good lost the baby." he said, looking down.

"Baby? What?" I asked, totally confused.

"He was one month pregnant. When he was hit, he lost the baby." she said.

I looked at Seth as I felt my heart breaking.

"Seth..." I said, caressing his cheek. "Seth, look at me Babe."

Seth looked at me teary eyed. He looked so pained and that really hurt me.

"Were you....pregnant with..our child?" I asked.

Seth looked down which pretty much answered my question.

"Oh my god. Seth, I'm so sorry." I said, sitting down next to him and pulling him into a hug.

Seth sobbed loudly as he hugged me tight. I couldn't imagine how much pain he was in.

"I lost our baby!" he sobbed. "I only found out yesterday and now it's gone!"

"It'll be okay Babe." I said softly. "We could always try for another baby."

"No, you don't understand!" he sobbed.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

I looked at the doctor who still looked really upset.

"Um...Mr Lopez-Good has unfortunately become infertile due to the accident and cannot carry anymore kids." she said, making my world crumble away as Seth sobbed even louder.

"Oh Seth." I said, hugging him tighter and rubbing his back. "It'll be okay Baby."

"I'm sorry Dean! I'm so sorry! I couldn't protect our child!" he cried.

"No Seth, you have nothing to be sorry about." I said before pulling away. "None of this was your fault. Don't blame yourself for anything."

"I'm sorry." he said, looking down.

"Stop Seth." I said, making him look up and wiping his tears. "It's okay. We still have two beautiful kids. You still have me. We all love you so much."

More tears ran down Seth face before he rested his head on my shoulder.

"Everything will be okay Seth." I said, wrapping my arms around him.

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The Next Day

I went to the court with Seth and was able to stop the divorce process. I then got Seth home and put him straight to bed. He needed all the rest he could get. The kids were at their grandparent's house and I was going to pick them up later. I figured Seth needed some time alone.

"You sleep for a while. When you wake up, the kids will probably be home, okay?" I told Seth who was laying in bed.

"Okay." he muttered. He was still very upset over what happened.

"Sleep well. I love you." I said, kissing his forehead.

"I love you too." he said.

I stayed with him, stroking his hair until he fell asleep. I kissed his head and left the room. Life was pretty shit right now but I was determined to make it better for Seth. He had been through a lot. After half an hour or so, I went to pick up the kids. I explained what happened to Seth's family and told them they should probably see him tomorrow because he was still hurting.

After getting the kids, I brought them home where they were eager to see Seth.

"Okay, listen kids. Daddy's had a rough couple of days so we don't wanna overwhelm him. I don't want any fighting. No screaming or shouting. We need to be calm, okay?"

They both nodded and I took them to our room where Seth was starting to wake up.

"Daddy." the kids said, going over to him and giving him hugs. "We missed you."

"I missed you too. I love you two so much." he said, hugging them both tight. "I'll never leave you both again. I promise you my babies." he said, kissing their cheeks.

I smiled. I could see Seth was grateful for the kids he had now that he couldn't have anymore. I was just happy with our kids we had and it would have been nice to have another child but I was happy with our little family.