I'd rather be hated for who I am, than be loved for who I'm not.
-Kurt CobainPhoenix
Ace woke us all up for an unsuspected meeting.
The whole gang seemed pretty angry that no one was informed about us meeting up but I'm pretty sure I was the angriest.
I promised Calista that I would be there when she woke up but I'm not there and now she's going to think the worst.
The thing about anxiety is that it doesn't really matter how big or small the problem is.
Overtime after holding in your emotions for so long the tiniest thing can throw you over the edge. Our brain starts over analyzing things and it's gets overwhelming so we figure out ways to stop our brain, even if it's just for a little bit.
(A/N: that's just how my anxiety feels. I'm not sure about everyone.)
And I knew Calista's brain was very overpowering when it came to releasing her pain.
As soon as the meeting was over I jumped out of my chair and bolted to my room. Only to not find her there.
The only other place would be her room.
Without wasting a second I ran towards her room my heart racing and my eyes burning.
What if something's happens to her.
What if she hurts herself.
Than it'd be all my fault..
I slammed Calista's for open and was met with her lifeless body laying on her now crimson comforter.
Her body jolted when she heard the noise but instantly died down as well as her breathing.
A pain worse than anything I've ever felt, shot through my heart and a loud ugly sob escaped my body as I ran to her side.
Her arms and ankles were covered in gashes each one deeper than the last and she had a smile on her face.
"CALISTA!! OH MY GOD NO, PLEASE I CANT LOSE YOU. YOU CANT LEAVE ME HERE BY MYSELF CALISTA! please don't leave me."
My brain didn't comprehend the fact that the whole house had heard me and were now in the room. Or the fact that there were sirens getting closer by the second.
The only thing I was trying to do was stop the blood from escaping her body. All I knew was that she still had a pulse. It wasn't strong but she could make it.
"Stay with me Calista. I need you." I whispered, kissing her head before the ambulance took her away.
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Calista has been in the hospital for about 3 hours. We've had zero updates on how she's doing and it's slowly killing me.
All they guys left after the first 20 minutes except for Bear.
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