just for you ➵ jicheol

fourty-one

2:19 am

cheolcheoltrain
u up?

JiSoOHoNg
i am now

cheolcheoltrain
sorry for waking you up, i just have something really important to tell you

JiSoOHoNg
what is it?

cheolcheoltrain
i guess i'm not loner anymore

JiSoOHoNg
oh? well i hope jeonghan stays with this choice

seen @ 2:21 am

JiSoOHoNg
cheol?

cheolcheoltrain
about that...

it's not jeonghan

JiSoOHoNg
who?

cheolcheoltrain
jihoon, the producer you introduced to us.

JiSoOHoNg

can you give an explanation?

cheolcheoltrain

i can't really explain jisoo

JiSoOHoNg

he chose you over me. you asked me if it was fine to be with him and i said yes, i didn't expect this to happen.

seen @ 2:24 am

JiSoOHoNg
...why?
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eventhough seungcheol could not even hear or see jisoo who is who-knows-where away from him, seungcheol knows what jisoo is currently feeling in just that single message. frustration, dissapointed, nothing positive in short.
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cheolcheoltrain
i'm sorry

JiSoOHoNg
no you don't have to say sorry to me, what about jeonghan?

does he know all about this?

cheolcheoltrain
not exactly

JiSoOHoNg
well let him know, i could tell you've been avoiding him

cheolcheoltrain
you know me too well, it's kinda creepy

are u perhaps... a stalker!? O-o

JiSoOHoNg
let's not get to the jokes right now

cheolcheoltrain
okay :(

can you come back to us?|

can you come b|

can y|

i'm sure what jeonghan did was only a mistake|

i'm sure what jeongha|

i'm su|

bye jisoo i gtg

JiSoOHoNg
alright

cheolcheoltrain
i'm sorry

JiSoOHoNg
don't be

seen @ 2:28 am

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seungcheol wakes up from his slumber and his mind immediately goes to the conversation he and jisoo had yesterday.

jisoo was right, seungcheol has been trying to avoid talking to jeonghan for two days, and it is not really that hard considering that jeonghan has been going out of the dorm almost everyday. of course seungcheol worries about his whereabouts as a leader, but he could not find guts to ask him at all.

not today. he waits till the clock strikes 8 before he decides to stand beside the door, this is normally the time when jeonghan leaves the dorm.

'where are you heading?' seungcheol questions with a straight face to jeonghan who walks up and grabs his shoes from the shoe rack. he continues to wear his sneakers, completely ignoring the presence of the other. 'jeonghan.'

'this is none of your business.'

'technically it is because i am the leader.' seungcheol cracks a small smile to lessen up the tension between them, eventhough it does not seem to be working, 'jeonghan, tell me or you're not going anywhere.'

'a meeting.'

seungcheol knows jeonghan is lying since jeonghan is wearing a t-shirt with distressed jeans. knowing him for so many years, that is the last outfit he would choose to wear to a meeting.

but before seungcheol says anything, he gets pushes aside by the other, 'i know about you and woozi, we don't have to talk about it,' jeonghan reveals his thought as he stares into seungcheol's eyes.

this is the first time they made eye contact today and seungcheol felt something squeezing at his heart. he could see the sadness and betrayal held in jeonghan's once cheerful eyes.

'i'm sorry,' thats all seungcheol manages to mumble out. he expects a reply but all he gets is silence and a loud slam from the door.
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[A/N] i'm really sorry for the wait, life hasn't been very lovely for me. i honestly have thought about stopping until after finals but i know that i would be veryyyyyy unmotivated to pick up the flow again. i discontinued alot of stories before and i told myself i would not do it this time.

and 3k reads seriously?! i love you guys so much T-T