just for you ➵ jicheol

fifty-one

seungkwan rubs his temples for a whole minute before deciding to open the front door of jihoon's house. the place has been a mess after one week of the older being jobless, and also boyfriend-less. he started drinking, and even almost started to smoke but seungkwan was not going to allow that.

'you can be moping around and drinking for all i care but touch one cigarette and i'm not taking care of your grown arse anymore, you hear me?' seungkwan slaps the cigarette out of jihoon's hand and snatches his bottle of beer away.

'jihoon!' seungkwan shouts but all he got back was silence. he heaves a sigh and heads straight to jihoon's studio. as usual, the older is currently drowning his sadness out with working on music. music he decided not to share with the world anymore.

'why do you want to quit?' seungkwan asks jihoon with concern. no matter how hard times were, jihoon never wanted to stop sharing music. it was his way of communicating with everyone. it was his source of happiness seeing people enjoy his music.

'i don't know... stopping what i had with seungcheol just made me want to stop everything...' jihoon starts tearing up once again for the nth time that day.

seungkwan doesn't say anything and pulls jihoon into an embrace. 'what if i regret this.' jihoon asks but it comes out as a mumble instead, but seungkwan understood.

'you're not under any company jihoon, your hard work made you who you are. you can go back anytime and the world would still accept you.' that sentence was enough to let jihoon start bawling.
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[A/N] at first i thought i was gonna finish this before 2018 ends but uhh guess not? (spoiler alert) there's gonna be around eight more chapters left O.o

well uhm it's already 2019 in korea sooo happy new year everyone!! 🎉 hope 2019 is gonna be an amazing year for y'all