What should I really follow?
My brain or my heart?
I don't know, I think I'm gonna fall apart
I can't think straight, I'm losing my mind
Oh please help me, what should I do now?
I can't decide, but who do you think you are?
I need a medicine, where are you now?
My head are getting scattered, I really need a help right now!
They want me to let me marry to someone who can afford everything
My mind is shouting yes but my heart isn't
The heart says I want a man that's kind and sweet
Maybe that person forever I'll lived be is one of the abusives
My hands and mouth are trembling with fear
What if he is so abusive?
What if he is one of them?
What if it is he? What if!
I think there's a possibility
What do you think of me? Stupid?
I'd feared that I'll became that monster again
So I'm really careful what I am doing
I already know that nobody can accept me as being weird-y or just like this
I hate just being like them
We can be so unique!
Not being like their demon tails filled with thornies
I want to live in a way of manifest
Do all your best!
But they're stopping me
Am I stopping them?
I don't really understand the world we live in
Someone leaves and someone came
We want to be old and we want to be child again
We've been fall in love and got hurt each other in the end
