I really don't know what kind of situation I had entered right now
Is it a fatal mistake? If only time can rewind
My goodness handsomeness... Think I'm not using my mind
Tsk Stupid me, I had caught and fell in his own trap
I love him for the way he are
But it is so wrong, damn it!
Why can't I stop myself to fall?
In love with someone, I thought I had my own control
I don't want to fall in love again
'Cause I'm scared that I might hurt again in the end
But why I dare to do it again?
It is unwritten in my plans
...
One month has passed
These days, he's being cold and I've never expect everything he had
I am stoppin' myself to be pessimestic
I'm afraid we'll argue about nonsense
...
In December 26, after christmas he'd ended up our relationship
He's scared that our guardians will know what we had
We'll still be friends and I never stop him what he wants
I let him go and that day I got hurt and my sanity almost break 'cause I'm so fucking sad
...
A week had passed
I've seen his fb account, he's now a property of someone else
He's said I'm the only one but I'd realize one thing, something
He's been cheating on me all the time, my heart turned into fragments again and I regret everything we had
I thought he was the guy I thought he was
But it is so wrong, damn it!
Someone says, "Follow your heart and happiness will follow,"
But I ended up hurting again
...
Now all I can do is accept the fact
Our memories I repack
I go to our school and throw it in the trash
I wish you know that the relationship that we made I disgust
You know I got fucking mad! Not a crazy mad but an angry mad
And its pained me a lot
I want to electrocute you, kill you, stab you, ear to ear slashed your throat open
I wish you and your new gf had all the best,
I wish I never met you then
