Deep Inside

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When do all our best just to make them happy
But when you're gonna tell the good news
You just gonna hear them shouting at you sadly

When we hear you say,
"If I can only pick my own children, I would let it have it,"
But I simply replying in my brain,
"If I really can pick my own parents, I would pick some already,"

I just don't want to hear you because I don't want to be like you
Hoping realize our mistakes?
Hoping you realize your own mistakes too

When without my mother
We peacefully live
But when she came home
The tropical storm lives

I imagined all the things that lovers can do
But someone says
"If he does really like you,"
I really realized that is not true

You do really want to know
Why I became like this?
Because I really want to forget all the shits memories and the suffers like this

God only knows the real me
Even my family friends, really didn't expect it

Thank you mama for all the shits you do to me
And all the shoutings
Because of you,
You had made me yourself a monster

The thing you called "discipline" really
Helps me know where I really belong, "the Crazies"

My imaginations now are full of hatred
You making me a little monster
We're peacefully live, but when you came in
Like you gonna do us a haze

I'm really disappointed and frusterated
I wish that I never perfect my quiz for them

We may not be perfect
But were trying as well as we could
Then I finds out it is not good

Papa
I thought we were allies
But soon I realize you're just one of them

I lose my consciousness
Please I need a resuscitation

I don't have blouses that is color violets
So I choose Blue
"Love" for those who cares everything
This is just ME being cool

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