Love Comes With Agony

chapter 2

Chelsea's POV

Seeing him after 3 years made me feel millions of emotions..!!

Axel and I had a really complicated past... We were in a relationship for almost 4 years but then I royally fucked up... I told myself I didn't love him, that he was just a way of getting a well paid job and own a very renown position in the modelling world... And with that in mind I played him... I became his best friend then girlfriend but not for once did I feel anything for him... But the day I broke up, the day I walked out of his life... The day I screwed up... Was when I realized what I had done... What I lost... And I felt guilty for my actions... I realized that I loved him more than words can describe... Believed him more than myself.... Trusted him blindly... Since that day all I do is feel sorry for messing up... I wanted to go back to him... But I couldn't... I don't know why... But I couldn't.. I always made sure that I was updated about his life... It wasn't difficult because of his social position... Over the years he has become a really successful businessman I couldn't help but feel proud of him... All his achievements reflected his dedication towards work... He always aimed to go higher than he already was.. and he always succeeded... I wanted to be there for him but yeah I messed up that chance for myself...!! I wish I hadn't done what I did... Then maybe things would have been a little more different...!!
"Helloooooo excuse me!!! Chelseaaaaaa!!! Yo you here??". Nicky said clicking her fingers in front of my face..
"Yeah what sorry I zoned out" I replied rubbing my eyes...
"Thank God.. You know staring at people is bad like real bad.. By the way who were you looking at??" She asked raising her eyebrow..
"Nobody.. can we go from here.. I am tired.. let's go.." I said cause I didn't wanted to stay there.. first because he was there second because he was with a girl who was a huge fan of PDA... third I was tired for real... And fourth I wasn't a fan of PDA...
"Fine let's go..." Nicky said...
We both walked out of there and headed home.. but Axel and that girl kind of occupied my entire mind... But the only thing that actually clouded my mind was the fact that he looked happy with her... And that hurt me beyond words....!!