Love Comes With Agony

chapter 22

Chelsea's POV

What did I get myself into...?? I couldn't think straight... I was in dire straits... My dream and my love... Wow never have I ever felt so helpless... I need them both... I couldn't just give up on my dream...
"Axel please just consider whatever you are thinking.. you can't just ask me to do that... It's impossible... What would you do if I asked you the same thing??" I asked him looking at him... I was desperate to knock some sense into his brains...
"If I were you this situation wouldn't have come up... Unlike you I don't play with people's trust and care... Their love, their belief....." He said with a straight expression....
"Fine just give me a second.. I will be back I need to make a call..." I said and walked out from his office as fast as well...
I ran outside... I couldn't think straight... What would I do.... I sat down on the floor.... Trying my best to clear my head.... I don't know how long I was sitting there before I stood up... But this time I stood up with a decision... I knew what I had to do... I walked back into the office...
"Wow didn't think you would come back..." He said smirking at me...
"I have decided... I will quit.. I will work for you..." I said without stuttering.. "I will give up everything for you... Happy??" I said
"Great job babe... Really appreciate your decision..." He said smiling at me... "Good so you start working next week... But before that I need you to sign some papers..." He said...
"Can I sign them when I join please.. I need to go home... I am not feeling well..." I said honestly... I wasn't feeling well... I could feel the room spinning... I sat down on the chair... I couldn't stand anymore... I leaned my head back and closed my eyes... My head was still spinning...
"Chelsea are you okay... Chels?? Can you hear my voice..." I heard Axel calling... Concern was evident in his voice...
I slowly opened my eyes... But first thing what I saw was a pair of beautiful eyes looking into mine...
"Are you okay...?? Chelsea...??" He said again...
I couldn't reply all I felt was butterflies in my stomach... Our close proximity was just too much for me.... I was still looking at him when his eyes suddenly shifted from my eyes to my lips then back to my eyes... But this time millions of emotions just floating in them... I couldn't exactly make out any of it... Again it fell on my lips and again back to my eyes as if asking for permission... I didn't reply but just kept staring into those beautiful orbs... But this time one thing was very prominent in his eyes... Lust... I guess he took my silence as a yes and leaned in, sealing the gap between us... Wow his lips felt so warm against mine... I felt alive... All my senses kicked in and as if on instinct I wrapped my hands around his neck.. he wrapped his arms around my waist and picked me up in an instant... Our lips moved him sync.. none of us wanting to let go... Years of staying away from each other finally caught up with us... We were craving for each other.... He started slow and full of passion but then it started becoming rough and fast... He bit my lower my lip and a moan escaped... I guess it turned him on even more... Letting go was a difficult part... His hands were on my  waist and mine on his hair... I held on to him like my life depended on it... Then suddenly he pushed me on the couch... My head hit the wall....
"OUCH...FUCK.." I screamed....
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING...??" He yelled...
I was dumbfounded... So everything that happened was my fault... And why the hell was he yelling at me... As if he didn't enjoy a bit of it...
"Stop yelling at me..." I said in a calm voice although my head was throbbing...
"Sorry... This shouldn't have happened and it was a mistake... Don't worry I will make sure it never happens again..." He said and walked out, while straightening his shirt...
His words just cut me so deep that I was afraid my heart would start bleeding in a literal way... So now I was a mistake... That's really good to hear... Every that we had a few minutes ago was wrong... Is he fucking kidding me...!! I was so tired of him pushing me away... I wanted him... I just gave up my dream for him and he will just push me away... Well that's not going to happen... You want me to work for you then I will... But things will go my way.. the whole world doesn't revolve around you MR. AXEL MARCO DELUCA... you have no idea who you are messing with... I said all these to myself and walked out of his office and went directly home.... I had a long plan to devise...