Loving Hurts Babe *UPDATED NAME*

New beginnings

Isabella Pov

Hi. I'm Isabella Darcy Hunter. I'm 19 years old and I'm from Lancaster. I live with my mum and dad in London.

I'm 5'0 tall and have blue eyes and brunette hair. I go to school at Photography Art Academy Of London. My 2 friends are Miranda and Jesy.

They're everything to me and they've helped me with so much stuff in my life. I wouldn't be here without them. I also have a sister who is Nina Dobrev Hunter.

She is 25 and lives in Paris. Nina is an actress and also does modeling, so I never hear from her. Unless I need her or whenever she's free.

I have an eating disorder called Anorexia and Bulimia. It's really hard to cope with because I'm not fit or at least I think I am. I try to eat as much as I can,

but it seems like I can never gain any weight.

I also cut myself because I get made fun at school since I'm not popular and not like everybody else.

My friend Jesy started her music career after she won on xfactor. Jesy is a band member of Little Mix! I'm so proud of who she became. She's been touring lately, so I haven't heard from her lately. It makes me happy because she didn't forget about me.

My favorite bands are: One Direction & Little Mix. My favorites of 1D are Harry and Niall. Also, Demi Lovato is my inspiration.

Right now I'm just laying in my room and writing down my feelings about everything that's happened this week.

I hope everything will get better before Nina comes back because I don't want her to find out about me cutting and tell mum and dad.

Just looking at my wrists, arms, stomach, and thighs make me cry. After writing down my thoughts and wiping my face, I go to my lab top and check my twitter.

@Harry_Styles "Going to be in London for awhile! Hopefully taking time off will be good." After I read it I was so happy because they would be here.

"Morning honey come down and have some breakfast" I looked at her fake smiling "Ok mum, but I have to hurry up to get ready for school. "It's fine if you end up being late, you can just drive. Isabella, you have to eat. If you have to be late to school then that's what we're going to do" my mum says. "Also we're going to call your school to let them know why you're always late alright Bella?" My dad says.

Since I'm in college and I attend an an academy I get counted as late whenever I'm not there by the first class bell. So on my grades I a lot of late marks. Also, I live on the school campus in a dorm with Miranda. "Alright mum I had enough I have to get ready.

I head upstairs to pick out some of my undergarments and some white jeans and a black crop top that has 2 crosses on it. I also get my white Toms and head in the shower.

I turn the shower on and wait for it to warms up. I grab my shampoo and body soap.

After an hour in the shower, I get my blow dryer and dry my hair before putting my clothes on. I plug in my curling iron and flat iron and wait for it to heat.

I then do my hair and makeup and dress myself. I grab my phone, bags and head to my car then I say goodbye to my mum and dad.