The bad boy wants to protect me?

I woke up with the feeling that someone was watching me.

I opened my eyes and came into contact with Ladan, literally came into contact with him. He was right up in m face that he scared me and i jumped and bumped my head on his.

"What the hell were you doing?" I asked while rubbing my forehead.

"Waking you up" he grumbled. "We need to talk" 

The memories of last night came flooding back and i cringed.

"Yeah" I sighed.

"Question number one. What happened last night? You freaked out Ads." He said calmy.

"We were moving too fast."

"Why?" he questioned. I was already pissed off at his questions.

"Oh for fucks sake! Why what Ladan? Why did i not let you fuck me? Why am i here? Why the hell we were about to have sex when we've only known each other for a few weeks? Why was i going to have my first proper intimate moments with someone i can't even call my boyfriend? Why can't i just be normal? Why can't I go home? Why did i scream my beloved daddys name? You really wanna know Ladan? Huh?" i was shouting at him now.

He gave me a determined look. "Yes" he answered. I smirked knowing i was going to lose him so i just thought, you know what fuck it.

"Because my mother disappeared when i was just a child, and when i was just that poor 7 year old with no hope of seeing her mummy again, that pathetic little 7 year old let her guard down and let herself get raped by her daddy." I said with a sneer. He gasped and looked at me with a shocked and pained expression.

I laughed bitterly.

"That's not even the best part. The best part is she didn't even run, she let him do it for 10 more years before she finally gained a backbone and some guts to leave that peace of scum. Only to come to a, what i thought, was a deserted house to find out some hot guys lives here. I mean seriously what are the chances! And now we want to have sex with each other and i freak out because one little kiss on my neck made me think i was getting raped by my daddy. Pathetic right?" I was breathing hard as i finished my rant. 

We stayed silent for a couple of minutes as i waited anxiously for his response. I didn't realise until now how much Ladans opinion actually meant to me. He's all i really have.

"I think you're so strong Addison."

I looked up, "Huh?"

He gave a little chuckle.

"Seriously, you're one of the strongest girls i know, to have a person who is meant to love and protect you do the exact opposite is one of the hardest things in the world. You stayed because you had no other option, you were just a kid, a baby and to still be stood here today, being able to smile and laugh with me shows how strong you are and what an independant woman you are. I'm so proud of you for telling me and it's made me respect you so much more than i already did, i'm liking you more and more everyday. And when i get my hands on your dad, i will kill him. that's a promise Addison."

I smiled and pecked him on the lips, i never thought i'd be able to sile after telling my story. Ladan proves me wrong once again. 

Then i remembered i wasn't the only one with problems right now. I couldn't bleived i had been so selfish i had completely forgotten.

"What are you thinking?" Ladan asked while tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"You need to tell me about your brother" I felt his hand stiffen against my face and his eyes started to glaze over, like he had just remembered something important.