Looking at the three strangers faces i wanted to have a good old laugh at the shocked expressions on their faces. Eyebrows raised and jaws dropped, it was when of them moments where i wish i had a camera.
They all slowly turned their heads towards Ladan in such synchronisation that i almost, almost let my mask fall and smiled but i managed to keep myself under control. They looked at Ladan for confirmation, asking if what i had said was true or not.
Ladan seemed to not even notice them, he was giving me a look quite like the ones the other men were but there was something different about it. Something in his eyes, a mix between pride and lust? Well what a strange turn of events this turned out to be.
"Is it true Ladan?" The old guy said quietly. This seemed to snap Ladan out of his little daze, he looked at the three men and just rolled his eyes. What's that supposed to mean?
Before i knew it Ladan was dragging me up the stairs by my arm. Wow, i was feeling pretty dizzy from the speed he was going.
I pulled my arm out of his grasp just as we went into our room. Who did he think he was? I turned around to shout at him a bit but he cut me off. His lips were over mine in a second.
It was the hottest, roughest kiss he has ever given me. I was pinned up against the door with his hands around my waist, slowly going over my bum. shocks were going through my body as we got into it. My hands were pulling at his hair as he nibbled on my neck.
I bucked my hips against him as i felt him against me. He matched my movements with his hips as we drowned ourselves in each others moans.
His hand slipped under my bum and started massaging me through my trousers. I let out a massive moan and bit down on his neck as he moaned with me. He felt so good.
But this isn't what the new me does, so I pulled away from him. He didn't look offended or anything, he looked content resting his forehead aginst mine with his eyes closed while he ran the tips of his fingers down my back which sent shivers down my spine.
I smiled taking the oppurtunity that his eyes were closed to watch him, he was so hot.
"I don't know what happened tonight but i like this new you, you're freaking hot." I smiled at his words letting my facade slip a little. "But you're not joining the gang."
"what the hell Ladan! And why the hell not?" I shouted letting go of him.
"It's way too dangerous, i mean seriously Ads you really thought i'd let you do this. A pledge to my gang means there's no way out, you can not leave the gang when you get bored or scared. The gang is for life! I won't let you waste your life away like this, people get killed!"
"I don't care, my life is in danger being involved with you anyway, i'm living with you, you're my-" Damnit, i was going too say boyfriend, but he wasnt my boyfriend. I let the emotionless mask i seem to have mastered slip back onto my face.
"Living with you and us being friends, puts me in danger, straight on the front line! Jeff told me about how you haven't been concentrating since i came around and you're slipping, other gangs are noticing things that are affecting you, first it was your brother and next its going to be me. Now i dont know about you but i'd rather be by your side where you have a chance of protecting me then me being left at home alone to become an easy target. Either i join the gang or we're done." He was angry. Fuming, in fact. I smirked, it was so fun getting to him.
"Well i guess we're done then." He said, my smirk dropped. Well i was not expecting that. Well srew him, i've ran away before, i can do it again.
"Well, if youre decisions final." I said and went to get my rucksack to start packing up my stuff as he watched me with a confused face. Ha, if he thought I was going to stay with him now he can get stuffed. Speaking to Jeff before made me realise how much danger i am actually in, Gang leaders will do anything to get to the top, to have their gangs where Ladans gang is now, they kill innocent people all the time and i refuse to let him be the death of me.
Running from my dad made me think i was starting a new life, not ending it.
"Listen Ads, i said i don't want you to join the gang, not to leave." Ladan said softly as he touched my arm gently and spun me around.
"No Ladan, you said we're done. I'm taking being done as everything stops which includes, us talking, us living together and us sharing these pointless kisses. It's all or nothing Ladan, you've made your decision." I said calmy as i put my rucksack over my shoulder.
Ladan looked like he was argueing with himself at to what to do. So i made the decision for him, i walked down the stairs and out the door while telling him to call me if he ever wises up. I knew he would change his mind about all this when he realises that right now while i'm not with him something or someone could be harming me.
So i decided to walk to the 24 hour cafe that's down the street.
I was looking at the ground as i attempted to enter the little cafe, before i could go in someone grabbed my arm and spun me around.
I let out a small gasp as i recognised them.
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