(part two of the second chapter, I also started writing in 2 pov)
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Max lifted the cup of coffee that went stale and brought it to his mouth
Max exhaled as he sat down the mug and left for bed
Another day wasted
Max layed down knowing he wouldnt get much sleep that night
Not with the fear of having the same nightmare
He would really need to talk to jasper about it
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Jasper woke up in a cold sweat
around 6 am
He wasnt supposed to be up for another 2 hours
He couldnt get him out of his mind
Jasper tried to slow his breathing
And he felt the start of a panic attack he quicky went to the bathroom to splash water on his face
His hands gripped the counter as he tried to control his breathing
Jasper couldnt go back to sleep
Everytime he closed his eyes
He saw him
David
Jasper broke down on the floor
Sobs wracked through his body
He remembered the last time he smiled he remembered his eyes his laugh
And then he remembered the fear in his eyes the scream the last time his feet touched the ground
Jasper remembers the last time he saw him
And then the blood
Jasper calms down an hour later
He takes a shaky breath and carrys on with the day he just hopes no one notices the tears running down his cheeks
No one cares anyway
Why did david have to die
Why couldnt he had died instead
Why
Jasper didnt want to live with the guilt
It was to much
Jasper didnt think he would get sleep for a long time
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Neil poked at his food not feeling hungry as he heard nikki going on about nature or something like that
Neil could only watch as max walked in grabbing stale coffee
And sitting in the corner of the room alone
Nikki was know stuffing quartermasters half edible potatoes in her mouth
Neil pushed away his food
He noticed something off
With max
He tried to ask nikki but she assumed it was max just being max
Neil tryed to ignore it but he felt concerned for his freind
Max looked tired
Neil would have to talk to him about it later
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Max had the same nightmare again
For a week now
He didnt know why or how to make it stop but he hoped for it to stop soon he just wanted to sleep withought waking up scared
Max didnt know how much longer he could take it
What scared him more was that the boy looked strangely like jasper
Max was afraid to fall asleep he tried not to but he couldnt live off of coffee forever
He would talk to jasper soon
He had to
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(A\N)
Hi just wanted to update something before i left for my cruise so ill be gone for a week this is part two from the second chapter so here you go!
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~Jaspvid OneShots~
Fanficjust a bunch of oneshots for the best ship ever I will update once a week and no smut or curse words except for some kind of cursing words but not that bad and i am addicted with this ship so enjoy! also sorry but i dont do alot of puncutation.
