~Jaspvid OneShots~

Therapy

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~I got another idea and im going away for a week or so i wanna publish as much as i can~
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9

Jasper and david sat on the field of grass laughing at their failed attempts of flower crowns

They soon gave up due to laughing to much

They looked up at the clouds and layed down in silence

Jasper felt nervous as he silently
Grabbed daveys hand

Davey smiled and jasper felt calm

They layed there untill the sky grew dark as they held hands smiling

~~~13

David glanced around the bus
Untill he saw the face he was looking for

He smiled and sat next to him

They spent the ride to camp together
Laughing smiling

They shared earphones

Their faces turned red as they both blamed it on the hot air

They were both so excited to start camp together

~~13

A week into camp and they bothed realized maybe they liked eachother more than they thought

Unforunatly this was also the time davey last saw jasper

Davey felt fear for his friends life

Jasper didnt notice he was falling until he could no longer see daveys face

He didnt notice untill suddenly he was on the ground again

Jasper hit his head hard
He heard hid bones crack
And he felt his body ache
As he tried to get up he felt blood

And right when he thought he might get to see him again

He was dragged into the darkness

He would miss the days were it was just him and his blue eyes

His smile

Jasper soon found the pain unbearable

Davey never knew how to cope with the loss of his (more than) friend

~23

Davey heard gwens concern
Davey ignored it he just couldnt
Bare with the guilt today

Davey tried to tell gwen he was fine
Gwen didnt buy it

But she knew he needed space so she took the kids away to give him space

David spent the day staring at the wall
He felt numb 

He cryed so much already

His pictures were infront of him
Reminding him of what he lost

Davey would be able to push through the tears
To ignore the pain and guilt

But today was the anniversery of his death

His best friend who died long ago

(David thought they were more)

David felt himself unable to move

He felt lost

And everything around him was static

He was no longer able to control his movements
He found himself infront of the bathroom before he even realized he got up

He opened the drawer

He felt the cool pain against his skin

The blood against his skin

David never did learn how to cope

Something told david that maybe he wouldnt have to worry anymore

David tried to stay positive during these times but he couldnt find it in him to care

David didnt know how much longer he could take

The guilt was to much

David missed his happy smiling friend

David wanted his blue eyed friend back
He wanted to go back to when they were kids again he wanted to run his fingers through his blonde hair
He missed his dumb jokes
And his love for music

David wanted to go back when they were both still alive
Happy

And just like that he was crying again

David wasnt okay earlier and he isnt now

David doesnt think he'll ever be okay
Again

The second he was left alone

He died too

Not phsicaly

But the day he left jasper behind he felt himself die along with jasper

David found himself on the floor
Blood running down his wrist staining the wooden floor

David died along time ago

He died with jasper on the edge of the cliff

Jasper died at the end

They found david passed out on the floor

David ran through the field with jasper

They rushed him to the hospital

Jasper smiled and it made daveys heart stop

David would be fine he would just need stitches

Jasper felt the hot air on the bus
As he listened to music
He felt something on his shoulder
He looked to see davey fell asleep on his shoulder
Jasper didnt mind and suddenly the air around him felt hotter

Gwen worried about david
But he insisted he was fine
He wasnt

Jasper died at the end

Davey accidently bumped into someone in the hallway
He had blonde hair and blue eyes

Jasper could tell they would be great friends

David enrolled in therapy

Davey died at the end

At the end

The both died at the end

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A/N and here we are
Sorry this was an angsty one

This took me hours to write
Anyway i have to pack now Bye~