The Flash Back

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Johnny's POV
I woke up and Annie was on top of me. She was sleeping still. I looked around and Carson was gone. He left me a text on my phone....
Carson: i left the dorm because you two were sleeping so I got bored. Anyways there is a party tonight at 5:30. Bring Annie along. I'm bringing Kenzie. It should be a fun party too!
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I left him on red. I rolled my eyes playfully. Of course he would know about every party. I then focused my gaze back on Annie. She looked so cute. He little nose and her beauty marks we perfect. Everything about her is perfect. From her looks to her personality. I started to play with her hair. Maybe that will wake her up. I shook her a little bit and whispered, "wake up." She groaned a little bit and looked at me and smiled. "Good morning anns." I smiled at her with her bed head. She was just to cute. "Good morning Juan." She said as she plopped her head back down on my chest. I laughed and sat up. She did to considering she was on top of me. I picked her up and stood up and laid her back down on the bed. I got up and decided to take a shower.
Annie's POV
When I heard him get in the shower I got up and grabbed on of his sweatshirts and put it on, brushed my hair with his brush. I decided I'm going to wear the same shorts. I sat on the bed looking at my phone and waiting for Johnny. I texted Kenzie I'm staying at Johnny's today and she was fine with that. Carson walked in the door. "Hey Annie!" He said smiling and waving. "Hi Carson." "So you coming to the party tonight?" He questioned while looking at me. "Party? Um sure I guess. I have nothing else to do. Is Johnny going." "Yes Johnny's going." I smiled and nodded. Carson then laid down on his bed. Johnny came out of the bathroom and came to me and kissed my forehead. I smiled and him and Carson did their man shake hand thingy. I then laid on his bed with my face down on the pillow. Everything in the room went quite. I was confused. 3 seconds later Johnny started tickling me and I was laughing and squirming. "Jo-jo-hn-ny *laughs* ple-please s-sto-stop!" I couldn't breathe I was laughing so hard. I decided to prank him I pretended to pass out and he stopped tickling me. "Um Annie?" He questioned "Annie?" He poked me. "Annie wake up!" He began to shake me. "Carson help!! ANNIE WAKE U-" "AHHHH" I screamed and he jumped back and almost tripped on Carson. I began to laugh and they looked mad. I looked at Johnny and said, "hey, it's payback." I said quoting him from last night. "Haha very funny Anns." He said sarcastically.

~time skip~

Carson left for the party early with Kenzie. Johnny was ready but I had to go to the dorm to get dressed. Johnny came with me so I wasn't alone. I wore a white crop top that 'more love, love more' I then straightened my hair and wore leggings. We headed to the party. When we walked on the smell of alcohol arose into my nose. (Hey that rhymed) Johnny grabbed my hand and we started to walk into the house. We saw Kenzie and Carson dirty dancing *cough cough* no surprise there. We walked into the kitchen and there were a bunch of drinks. Johnny gave me some beer and it was really good. I ended up taking another and another. "You better slow down. I'm only on my first one." Johnny said looking concerned. I rolled my eyes playfully. Johnny said he was going to go to the bathroom. I decided to take another beer. At this point at 4 beers in, I'm now drunk. I start going to where Kenzie is and she's making out with Carson in the corner. Again, no surprise there. Johnny came to find me and I was dancing in the crowd. He pulled me aside. "Annie your drunk." He said looking upset. "No I'm not." I said as my words slurred. I the pressed my lips against Johnny's. I have to admit. I was being a little aggressive. He kissed back. After 10 seconds he pulled away. "Your drunk Annie!" He began to yell only because the music was loud. "Whatever Johnny." I walked away. I saw Hayden. I wasn't scared. I walked up to him. "Hey hay!" I said in a hot voice. He looked at me and smirked. "Hey baby. I missed you!" He said walking closer to me. I grabbed his shirt collar and kissed him aggressively. He did to. We were full blown making out at this point, tongue and all. I then got pulled away by the arm and I was outside in someone's car. I looked to see Johnny. His face looked upset, mixed with anger, mixed with jealousy. "Why did you do that!" I said angrily! He started to drive off and was ignoring me. "Hello?" I said waving my hand I front of his face. "Hello I'm talking to you! Drive back to the party!" "Why so you can finish what you started with Hayden?!" He hissed back. He parked the car on the side of the road. "Yes I love him and you can't control me!" I yelled. "No Annie you don't love him! He abused you! I care about you and your acting like I'm the one who abused you! I'm your boyfriend! He's your ex! I should have been the one kissing you! Not him! Your drunk. Stop it right-" and before he could say anything else I kissed him. I kissed him passionately. He's all I wanted right now. He's all I needed. I was stupid to run to Hayden when Johnny didn't kiss back at the party. Johnny pulled away and look at me with anger and confusion. He shook his head no and drove back to the dorm in silence. When we got to the college he parked and slammed his car door shut. He took me to my dorm. As he was shutting the door to leave I stopped him. "Wait!" I yelled he stopped and walked into my dorm closing the door behind him. My head started to hurt a little. I started to come back to my senses. "Don't leave." I said sadly. "Oh so now you don't want me to leave huh? I see how it is. You use people like me! You act like their your everything and then you sleep with them and leave. Your a disgusting slut! I should have never fallen in love with you. You have hurt me more tonight then anyone could be hurt in a week. You should be ashamed of yourself. I don't care if you are drunk or not. You never do that to anyone. I hope the next boy you move on to gets treated way better then I did. We're done." And with that he opened the door, slammed it and left. Just like that. My heart, my soul, my life, my everything just walked out. I felt empty. I felt emotionless. I felt gone. I laid on my bed staring at my ceiling. "Your a disgusting slut." That sentence just ran through my head over and over and over again. The memories we shared all can back into my head. I began to cry. Everything just hit me at this moment in full force. Like a car hitting a deer. They never die right at impact. They just lay there lifeless. Unable to comprehend what happened. Considering if it should have went down a different road. Then finally it dies. That's basically what I felt. Except I'm crying instead.
Johnny's POV
I stormed it of the room angrily. I headed to my dorm quickly and slammed the door. I laid in my bed confused, angered, jealous, oblivious, and alone. Why would I do that. She was drunk. She couldn't help it. I took everything out on her. She probably hates me and herself. I called her a slut. I turned to my side remembering when she would sleep next to me and I would turn to face her. I shook my head to clear my thoughts. It's ok you did the right thing, I said to myself. Or did i? It was like my brain was have a serious meeting on this one topic. The vision of her crying when I first saw her came into my head
*flash back starting*
"Oh I'm so sorry." I said to the girl who ran into me and fell "here let me help you." She kept her head down so i wouldn't see that she was crying. I helped her up. She kept her head down and tried to walk around me but i stopped her. I lifted her chin up. I saw the tears run down her face and she began to cry again. "What happened?" I said kind of worried. She began to talk but it was hard for her. "M-my-my boy-friend h-he ch-cheated on m-me." She began to cry harder. I hugged her. She began crying in my chest.
*flash back over*
Now I was the one causing her to cry this time instead of Hayden. I was the one causing her to relive through this pain again. I had to do something. I couldn't tonight because it was to late. I texted Carson to text Annie and say to meet him in the lounge area at 10am tomorrow morning. Instead I would go and Carson wouldn't. That's how I'll be able to talk to her. I shook my head to clear my thoughts once again because I wouldn't be able to fall asleep with this on my mind.
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