Better Left Unsaid

love is poision

I never could have thought that it would turn out like this. I hate that I can't be with you. It's so rare to find someone that will love and cheerish you, and I was lucky enough to find that. Now it's gone. I can't be with you and its breaking me having to move on from someone that I have so many intense feelings for. One day we were real and pure and the next its day it's gone. Something that made me so happy is just gone.

He is so amazing in every way, but now I have to watch someone I love most, love another girl. It's truly breaking me in every way.

I will always be internally greatful for all that you did for me. Thank you for making me smile and laugh. Thank you for having my back in all that I did. Thank you for paying attention and notcing when I just needed a hug that would lead to me crying and crying for hours and you just sat there and held me rubbing my back telling me you love me and that it would all be ok. Thank you for going along with anything and everything I said. Thank you for not giving up on me just like everybody else did. Thank you for loving me when I couldn't love myself. Thank you for seeing something in me that you loved. Thank you for everything.

I hope one day we have the time and place for us to try again, but for now I have no choice but to let go. If I had the choice you would still be here with me. I can't bare to watch you do all the things we did, you now do with another girl.

You played such an important role in my life and I will always have love for you no matter what happens and I hope the love you have for me will never die out because I know mine won't.

I don't want to let you go because I dont know who I am supposed to be now.

I love you so much and it's breaking me to do so..