I couldn't take the pain either. I wanted to feel pain for what I have done, but I couldn't take it. I'm a coward. I'm a wimp. If I was able to take it and deal with it, maybe I would still be here may-
I stopped and looked at her. How could she think this? Some like her should never have to feel this way. No one should ever have to feel this way.
"Y/n, you are not a coward, and look you are still here. You can still take it, ignore it fight back the pain... please!
We can fight back together. "
"together"
Maybe I would be enough. But we all know im not. I have come to deal with that. I know it and I don't fight it back, I have heard it so much, that I have started believing it. Maybe they're wrong, heck maybe I'm wrong. But I still can't stop thinking about how they could be right.
I'm sorry Jimin if this is true or not. I'm sorry how I was not brave enough to ask you about it. I'm sorry I did this to you, unless this is what you wanted, which I'm hoping it is. I really am hoping I didn't make a stupid decision.
But it would be to late wouldn't it?
There still is time Y/n. Just fight. For me.
To be continued....
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FanfictionA short story on why a girl tried to take her own life, struggling to stay alive, leaving the one who loved her most confused and alone. "I finally stared at the paper and read her delicate hand writing. The first words causing me to not take a b...
