Today is the day I'm going to do it.
I spent enough time thinking about how I failed you, how I failed myself.
I my coward ass couldn't take it.
I decided I didn't want it to be painful how i am going to do it.
I didn't want it to be quick though.
I am going to use pills. Lots of pills.
So I won't feel pain. I was going to tie some ropes and a bag of rocks to my feet. And jump of a bridge. Pray that you never find me. I wouldn't want you to see me like this. I love you to much to make you see such horror.
I walked to the bridge and decided to leave the stuff j was going to use there. It wasn't busy at all. I maybe saw one person walk by. Perfect I thought to my self.
It was perfect. You wouldn't know the area, or remember it at least.
It a couple minutes from where we met. Thankfully there are lots of bridges. Just please don't go looking for me. I love you and don't want you to see that. Ever.
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It wasn't you
FanfictionA short story on why a girl tried to take her own life, struggling to stay alive, leaving the one who loved her most confused and alone. "I finally stared at the paper and read her delicate hand writing. The first words causing me to not take a b...
