Desperation

Losing My Marbles

I'll keep my mouth sewn up with pins and strings,
The only way to keep me from speaking.
Every word that comes out of my mouth isn't loud enough to speak on its own.
It involves detail.
An explanation.
An explanation I can not give.
As insanity is something I can't get rid of.
My only friend.
My only friend is insanity.
The only thing I've known.
Being sane isn't the same as normality.
Being the same is normality but that isn't sane.
I've lost my sanity.
I lost it a long time ago, my sanity.
It's easy to lose.
It's easy to lose like marbles.
Sanity is a bag of marbles.
I keep losing my marbles,
Now I have none left.
I've lost my marbles,
Therefore my sanity.
I am now insane.
I am now insane but that's okay.
I'm okay with being insane.
I'm okay with being insane as insanity is my only friend.
And my only friend is insanity.

--------By Justice--------