————————-Georgie's POV————————
We should have been happy. We should be tired and stressed but still happy. We had just became parents to twins yet I have never felt more distant from the man I love since the day we met. Both of the twins was peacefully sleeping in there cots and Bones was sleeping next to me. Part of me thought was this me falling out of love with him. But I knew it wasn't. It just felt like Bones was a million miles away from me and that hurt because if I was loosing him I wasn't just loosing my husband and partner but I was loosing my very best friend. It was four in the morning and I ended up getting out of bed to gaze at my beautiful children. "He's a good man you know. Your dad. He's just a bit damaged. We both are. Just give us time aye kids. He loves you both and your brothers. He's just adjusting to this life bare with him kids it could be a long road." I heard Bones' phone ping so I decided to look to see if it was anything important. What I seen sank my heart faster than the titanic. He had a train of threats and abusive messages from Emily threatening to hurt me dating right back to two weeks after the Babies was born. One month for the last month he's been dealing with this on his own worrying because his crazy ex threatened to hurt me. I had to stop this for all our sakes. I laid a kiss on both of my children's face then headed to Bones' boys room "look after your dad when I'm gone. I'll never stop loving you all." I gently whispered as I poked my head around the door. I then made my way back to my room and laid a kiss on Bones' forehead "thank you for make me the happiest woman in the world. Don't forget me." I headed into the bathroom and broke down as I clutched the blade. It was better if I left this world, Bones would be safe. The kids would be safe. I had to put my family before myself. I dragged the blade across my wrist creating one single line. If I do this a few times it would soon be the end.
————————-Bones POV——————————
I woke up to both of the babies screaming and Georgie not lying next to me. It was strange of Georgie to leave them crying the way they was. I must have been flat out. I picked up Payton to soothe her while my eldest son walked in the room to see what was happening "dad they've been like that for the last twenty minutes." Why would Georgie leave them crying for twenty minutes? "Will you get Olly?" My eldest picked up his little brother while I carefully headed to the bathroom to check on Georgie with Payton peacefully holding my neck. I gently laid a soft kiss on my her head "daddy's little princess you aren't you." I left my eldest with his little brother as I knocked on the door to the bathroom. "George?" "Dad you've got a message." My eldest walked out holding his little brother in one arm and my phone in the other "was it open when you seen it?" "Yeah." My heart broke as I realised Georgie must have seen the messages. My seven year old Jake stumbled out of his room after being awoken by the commotion. I realised I couldn't do it I couldn't take my daughter in that room knowing how this situation would be. "Jake will you get Payton for me then go into my bed room with Oscar and Olly. Oscar put the television on if you want." I needed the kids distracted while I handled Georgie.
I eventually managed to get through the door to see a sight which tore my heart out. She looked so vulnerable and broken. "It's better like this. If I go Emily will stop hassling you. You and the kids would be safe." "We wouldn't be safe! I don't have the first idea how to deal with all four kids on my own! You tell me how am I meant to look Payton especially in the face again when all I see is you when I look at her." "I'm a pointless worthless burden." My heart was breaking as the tears flew freely onto her rosy red cheeks. "You are not a burden George. Your my beautiful wife. Your my very best friend and your the mother of my twins. I couldn't live without you. Please Georgie just drop the blade. Payton and Olly are crying for there mummy." I just wanted Georgie safe and in my arms. "I thought you had stopped loving me." That one sentence broke my heart into a billion pieces. She eventually pushed the blade away and fell into my arms. I held her in my arms as I kissed her hair. "Your my everything." I took out the first aid kit and cleaned the two wounds on her right wrist. "They're not deep just need to bandage them to keep them protected." I wrapped a bandage carefully around her wrist. "Don't ever even for a second think I have stopped loving you because I never will!" I laid a soft kiss on her lips as we both stood up and she wrapped her arms around my torso. "Forever." We both said in unison as we headed into our room to find the twins in there cots waiting for us and Oscar and Jake sleeping on the floor. Bones carried both of them to there room as we tucked them in. We headed back to our room for Payton to make it clear she wants to be in her dads arms and Olly wanting to be in mine. Both of the babies stopped crying and settled into our arms as bones kissed my head. "Goodnight my beautiful queen I love you always and forever." "Goodnight handsome. I love you always." We put both of the twins in there cots as Georgie settled into my arms as she laid her head on my chest listening to my heart beat while I held her hand. "Get some sleep Georgie." She drifted of into a peaceful sleep. The only noises in the room was the sound of Georgie and the twins light snores. I closed my eyes and drifted of to sleep myself for the first time in a long time I fell asleep at peace not full of worry.
