This was hard. I missed our chats. It had been two weeks since my very best friend and husband had been put into an induced coma and I can honestly say I am falling apart. "Mrs McClyde. It has been two weeks, we honestly simply do not have hope that Mr McClyde is going to recover. I feel we are left with the only option which is to switch of his life support. We won't do it for twenty four hours to give you time to prepare yourself." My heart has never sank more in my life and to think I was going to have to go home and tell my section and special forces and my family broke me even more. The drive seemed to go so quickly, I didn't want it to. I wanted the drive to never end so I never had to say the words out loud. I walked into the house to here chat of everyone talking about Bones and our first dance song playing. It hurt so much to think I had to say goodbye. "Hey George!" They knew by my face that it wasn't good. "They can't give up on him! Not yet. We can't give up on him. He didn't ever give up on us." Fingers cried. "Twenty four hours to say our goodbyes." I broke down into my mums arms "oh my beautiful baby girl. I'm so sorry." "Mum make it stop make the pain stop. It hurts to much." I was in the middle of a huge group hug as we tried to think of a life without him. I couldn't though. I ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I should of been better. He shouldn't be there.
We all headed to the hospital it was destroying us all. My family stayed at home with the kids. "Thank you for believing in me Bones. You believed I could get into Special Forces. Nobody believed that apart from you. I'm going to get there one day. I promise I will. 2section will honour your memory how you would of wanted by being good soldiers. This shouldn't be happening to you." Fingers truly did look up to Bones. It would hit him hard when Bones does go. "Hey you. I never thought I'd be having to do this. I never wanted to either because you shouldn't be leaving me! And I hate you. I hate you so so much for not keeping your promise and the fact your leaving me. But I hate you so much more because you let me fall in love with you and now I'm never going to get over you. Don't go baby. Please don't, you can defy the odds. You've done it before. You proved me wrong when you got blew up you still survived. You can survive this. You have to because I don't think I could do life without you." I was breaking more and more by the second. "There's not much to say is there when it comes to you. Your a muppet, your annoying, you never shut up about Georgie, your so moody but your my very best friend. Life's gonna be hard without you mate. You shouldn't be leaving us. Not yet not like this." Peanut let a single tear fall I couldn't cope with this.
It was time. The forms was signed. More tears had been shred between us than in the Amazon Rainforest. I had to say goodbye to my husband. Fingers stayed in the room with me. I laid a soft kiss on his forehead and pushed his hair out of his face. "Goodbye my love. I'll never forget you. I love you always and forever. Until we meet again." I had to let him be at peace.
"Time of death..."
