3month time skip
—————————Bones POV————————
I was worried about what Emily had said but I just didn't understand it when I was with her yes she was abusive after drinking but she'd never be this bad. She's given up completely, I couldn't allow myself to feel responsible for her I wasn't at the end of the day I'm remarried to the most beautiful woman in the world with four children to look after but my head was doing overtime lately. I had been asked to go back on tour I knew Georgie wouldn't be too happy but I feel like there was nothing else for me to do to get my head straight. I had to go for all our sakes. Something about me just felt wrong lately and I hated it I hated it so much I was verbally attacking Georgie over the littlest thing, she knew herself how it was for us when we're away from tour for to long but she had the distraction of running round constantly after the kids. "George?" Her face told me she knew but I just hope she doesn't hate me for it.
"Do what you need to do. Just remember I love you." She wrapped me in a hug as I laid my head on her chest I was broken and I didn't know how to repair myself. I wish I could cope. I wish I could talk to Georgie but I can't she'll think I'm weak and a failure. He broke me more than anyone could ever know. The last short tour should of killed me. It would have been better than this.