Lemme just say, dysphoria is great! (Jk it can go jump of of a microwave)
Seriously it fucking sucks ass. I don't get much bottom dysphoria but I do get top dysphoria. I remember the first time I experienced it and it sucked. I was in some decent clothes and I couldn't find my other sports bra. I had left it at my uncles when I was swimming. It sent me into a full panic mode trying to find one that would bind well. After I found one I felt really shitty and I just wanted to cry my eyes out. I had family over that day so I couldn't because if I did, they would ask what was wrong and I wouldn't be able to tell them. So I sucked it up, shed a few tears, and felt shitty.
I don't feel dysphoria often, but when I do it sucks. But my best advice is to lay down on your stomach and watch something on your phone, tablet etc. it helps. Not by much, but it helps.
When school starts on the 15 I'll update some more it may not be daily up until then because it will be boring but I may draft it anyway.
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Posted 8/8/18
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My Trans FtM Journal
No FicciónThis is just my life as a trans dude Edit: this was a long time ago I don't update this anymore
