My Trans FtM Journal

Holy shit its been a long ass time

well i haven't written in this thing in a long ass time i guess i better update some things about myself :)

my name is still miles
i'm 15
i'm bi still like guys more
i have a dog and a cat
it's just me and my mom where i'm at
i don't have a favorite song but i really love cavetown
i love green it's my favorite color
my favorite hobbies are playing minecraft and skateboarding ( i don't do art anymore)

well since september i got a boyfriend which was nice we went to hoco together and we had fun. he then broke up with me for his ex a week later and we were pretty on and off for a few months.it got really toxic for the both of us and i kept leaving because it wasn't healthy but i always came back. in january i went to a mental hospital for depression which was really weird. while we were just being fwb for a while he asked me out in january i said yes and we dated til late february. i was in love with him but i know that he honestly wasn't. i broke up with him and didn't talk to him for like a week then some shit went down at home to the point where my mom and i had to move (we're safe dw) so that was making me more stressed. i ended up contacting my ex as friends which was okay for a bit until it wasn't. i started talking to someone and i wanted to strictly be friends . he hated that so we stopped being friends all together. i'm still getting over him and it will take a while but my support system is pretty strong. the guy i like is so much better and i truly believe we will work out but we are both taking it super slow. nothing much with my trans life has changed but i'm gonna see if i can start t sometime next year :)