My Trans FtM Journal

Venting pt.1

So I had my school orientation yesterday. I got to see all my friends, get my schedule, and walk around.

Fun right?

Nope it felt like hell. I was having anxiety attacks all over, my binder was making me sweat, and my knee was killing me.(I skinned it on a bike ride)

It also sucked because none of my friends that I got to see knew that I was trans, so everyone was using my birth name and pronouns. So I felt like utter shit. I'm still going to be in the girls gym, which is also going to suck ass.

I know for a fact one of my friends isn't going to accept me, but tbh it's ok. She treats my like a piece of shit, so I'm ok if she doesn't want to hang out with me. I just hope she respects me.

As for the rest of my friends, I hope they accept me. If they don't, I don't know what I'll do. Oh god I'm so friggin worried about this year. I'm

Looks like it's just gonna be me and my music

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Posted 8/9/18