Whatever you've been saying or doing to me, even though its to make me strong, make me mature, make me grow but trust me it hurts me to the bones, it breaks me, it shatters me, it kills every ounce of energy in me. But I'm growing, I'm learning, I'm stronger, I'm what I was not. I am not depending on you. I'm not. You dont control my happiness. You dont control my feeling. I'm not giving you the power to hurt me. But I've so helplessly fallen for you that even the odds are against me. Even I dont care, I do. Even I'm strong, I grow weak. Even I'm happy, I become numb. Even I smile, tears start pricking to my eyes. It kills me that the thought of you being with me will forever be a thought, that all the happy endings are not actually true, that even after true intentions you dont get what you want.
But what kills me more than this is that I'm giving up on you.
That I've failed in bringing the happiness you deserve. That I was not strong enough to keep through the thick and the thin.
But you know this too, and I know it as well that this is the type of love
you rarely fall for in today's world, type of love you just don't easily give up on. And the world will see, trust me the world will see, how I will never give up on you. I will go somewhere else, I might stop the connections, I might not be the same but believe me, I'll never fall for what I've fallen for already. I can't. And just don't ask me why.
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Starry Nights
PoetryHeya Guys. This is my first time ever of uploading anything, anywhere. This book is just a book of my thoughts which are just written in a poetic way. I hope you'll have fun reading 'em. Enjoy. Good Day :')
