I Will always be here

Why havent you told me 😢

Warnings this chapter talks about a panic attack it is based off of my experience with it and if you are sensitive to this then skip chapter thanks 🙏
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When I got to my room I slammed the door shout and I stared hyperventilating and my hands started shaking. I was having a panic attack, it has happened before but this one was really bad. I started passing back and forth trying to control my breathing but it was not working. Just the thought of school caused me to have a panic attack. I wanted to have a normal day with my brothers but no this had to happen to day. I started to dig my fingernails into my arm which made it bleed. I stopped I was becoming light headed so I sat down and everything started to turn black. Before I was completely passed out I felt arms wrap around me and hold me tight. Y/N...Y/N.... breath.... breath. The darkness started to go away and I could see clearly. I looked up and saw Tom rocking back and forth with me in his lap. Breath that's it breath. I heard him say to me while hugging me. I started to cry into his chest. Tom started to rub my back and whispered things to me. It's ok I got you it's ok breath. I heard him say to me while holding me for a while.
When my breathing was steady and I stopped crying Tom pulled away from the hug and stared into my eyes with worry.
"What happens at school" he asked like he knew the problem.
After an hour of us on the floor me telling my brother every thing he started to cry with me.
"Y/N why didn't you call me and tell me" he asked worried
"I didn't want to stress you out even more cause I know with work and all" I said looking down
"You know I am always here for you and no matter what I want to know these kinds of things Y/N" he said. I know I said.
What else do the do you Y/N he asked
I showed him my cuts and bruises and he was shocked.
" don't tell mom plz"I begged
"Mum doesn't know" he said surprised
"Why haven't you told her" he said
I can't if she found out she would freak you weren't so posed to finer out Thomas.
He just stared at me with worry and anger in his eyes . He then hugged me super tight I felt like I could not breath.
Promise me next time this happened you tell me ok. I nodded my head and we sat there for about another 15min

Hope you enjoy this one I wish my brother would do This but he is younger then me so wheat ever