I Will always be here

Listen before I go 2

Warning this has mentions of suicidal actions and thoughts but do t worry nothing bad really happens just prepare for cute Tom. Also if your going through anything don't be afraid to message me I'm always available do that stuff love you 😘
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Y/n prov
I was up in my room crying. It can't be true maybe Tom was just scared for me and he just doesn't want anything to happen that's all. Maybe he just doesn't trust Roger. Ugh what's the point I can't do anything right god........why me.
Right then I get a text from roger.
Roger😋❤️😘:Hey y/n we need to talk
Y/n: Yah of course what is it
I already knew it was coming so tears started to fall.
Roger😋❤️😘: We need to break up... and it's not me it's you. Your way to clingy and all you do is embarrass me like all the time.
Roger😋💔😘: Don't bother texting back I'm blocking this number.
With that none of my messages would send. He really did block my number. That's it I'm done with this world. Every person hates me and I'm done I'm useless. It seems like god wants me to die and therefore I will. I climbed out on my small balcony and went to the ladder that leads to the roof. I get to the top the cold wind blowing in my face. It actually is snowing and is beautiful...... I breath in deep.....god I will miss this. I get to the ledge and look down.
"If this is what you want world then I will give it to you" I screamed. Yet no one was stopping or even looking up. Pshh I knew it, no one would care. I then started to lean forward. My whole body was off the ledge and I got a taste of the wind blowing strong in my face but then I stopped falling.......and I felt a tight grip on my wrist.
Toms prov
I knock on y/n's door but it creaked open. I then went in to find the balcony door wide open. I walk out and I look up to see y/n leaning down from the roof top of our apartment ( ye Steve live in a apparent sorry I like didn't describe there house well ope). My heart dropped
"No no no no" I whispered to myself
Why would she do this. At this point I was all the way to the top. Right before she can fall I grabbed her wrist. As I did this she looked at me with tear stained cheeks and red eyes. I didn't say anything I just pulled her close to my chest and hugged the life out of her.
  We sat there for a good 10 minutes before I pulled away.
"What where you thinking y/n!" I yelled yet no answer.
"Y/n you better answer me right now or I swear to god" "I said looking into her eyes.
" I-i I cant do this any more Tom. My whole life has been shit. Iv been beat up,knocked down,punched, called names, broken up with someone who was using me, I got in a car accident and almost lost you and god knows what I would do if I lost you. People hate me....I-I'm worthless I have no meaning to any one. And DONT you dare say I have meaning to you I-i have messed up your life as well. No one cares heck I screamed up there yet no one looked up to even see. I need to leave this dam world Tom I can't believe how selfish people are they only c-care about money and fame and ughh I can't t-Tom I'm so sorry. I-I love you and I'm so sorry." She broke down again and I just hugged her as tight as I could.
When she calmed down I looked her dead in the ye and gave her a major talk.
"Y/n you are the strongest most beautiful girl in world. Idk what I would do with out you and you know dam well you haven't done anything to me to "ruin my life" you understand. If you left what would I do huh. I would die without you and and you know I love you more then anything and so does mom and all your brothers. You don't need to do any of this you may think people don't need you but I need you. Your my rock y/n your my favorite sibling." With that she laughed
" I couldn't bare to be with out you I love you and you need to tell me things. Who cares about roger he was using you and you don't need a boyfriend anyway because heck you are a sting and independent women. I love you y/n I can't be without you" she hugged me but she stopped crying.
God I'm so happy I got there in time I love her she is my little sis and I can't imagine a world with her gone.
"Here lets go inside" we climb down the latter and get inside and then had the whole day to ourselves. We watched movies ate junk food and even played would you rather ( fun game btw). Me and y/n talked about therapy and she agreed. At this point I think she just needs people to talk to. She will get better I know if she is strong and beautiful. I love y/n so much and I will always be there for her.

Ok well that sucked. You guys deserved soo much better for the tike I was gone. I'm also sorry we are moving to a different state and packing my house and my barn is really hard. But I will again try to update and tbh this book is close to being done. So I hope you all enjoyed even though this was really and and yah bye 👋🏻 love you all see you soon.