I Will always be here

Plz stay part2

I woke up in the same spot I have been sleeping. On the side of Toms bed in my wheel chair. It's been 3 days since the incident. I haven't eaten showered or anything in that matter. I talk to Tom a lot maybe to much for that matter. They say he has brain activity but they don't know if he will wake up.

"Hey sweetie you really need to go eat and shower" my Mum said
"NOO" I said with my face in Toms bed
She gave up she knew I won't leave. I just sat there and looking at Tom. He was my everything he protected me, he stayed with me there hell and back.

Paddy and Sam, Harry went to school everyday. I still wasn't ok to leave the hospital. I then found myself watching Spider-Man homecoming. I then started to talk to Tom like he could hear and respond to me.
Y/n- how long did it take to learn you lines again Tom?
Tom-..................
Y/n- did you ever talk about me on set cause it seems like a lot of your cast mates know about me.
Tom-................
Y/n- did you know I am very proud of how far you made it Tom.?
Tom-...............

I then just broke. I really wanted to hear him say my name or call me love. I wanted to hear his laugh I wanted to see his smile. I wanted to see his happy brown eyes that people just end up smiling from. Why can't this had happen to me he has a good life he is happy. I should have had this not him his fans need him and no one needs me. I then finished the movie and fell asleep from all my crying.
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Dream
Me and Tom just singing along to all songs that were on the radio and singing then way off tune.
Then the car came and hit us onToms side. I then saw everything was all black except one thing on the ground. It was Tom laying there lifeless. I  immediately ran over to him.
"Tom Tom wake up its ok it's ok" I said In a panic
I started to cry as hard as my body would let me. Seeing him like this just ruined me.
His hand then reached up to my face and wiped a tear away.
"I will always love you y/n. You will always be my little sis and never forget me."
With that he took his last breath and laid  there lifeless.
"TOM TOM NOOOOOOO PLZ WAKE UP...... Tom" that was the last thing I said till I was shaken awake.
End of dream
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Y/n wake up wake up I heard a nurse say. I say doctors and nurse running all around me trying to wake me up. I then grabbed onto the nearest one and held onto them and cried my eyes out more. The nurse rubbed my back and whispered soothing things to me.
After a while they got me some water and food on a tray. I drank the water but didn't touch the food. I was not eating until Tom was back even if it killed me.
The whole night I just watched movies with Tom in them. Sometimes threw the night I would end up talking to him but then again no answer. I then started to get sleepy and said my last words to Tom before I slept.
Y/n-hey Tom I was just going to say my good nights again if that's ok?
Tom-................
Y/n-I just wanted to say keep fighting and I hope one day I can here your voice. If you wake up I will be right here like every day and night I promise. I haven't eaten I told my self when you wake up I will cause yah. I miss you and love you Tom night.
Tom-........night.

Well you guys will hate me cause I left it in a cliff hanger. Well I will update it tonight my time and I hope you like  this chapter love all of you bye 👋🏻