I don't plan on killing anyone, anymore, but if they get in my way I will. I'm still thinking the fact that I need to call this 'Giordana' woman, but the thought of seeing him again, makes me shiver. I never realized how small the cabin was until now, only two bedrooms, kitchen, bathroom and a small living room. The laundry was outside, in the dirt. It felt like home, peaceful, and loving.
I was getting so desperate I called Giordana "Hello, Lis?"
"Yeah"
"Are you in Italy?"
"Maybe"
"Great, he's waiting for you, at the hospital. He's awake"
"Okay, please don't let him know"
"He already does" I snorted. "Look, I don't know your history with him or why you're in danger but I know that he cares about you, even when we're having sex, his mind is miles away" Sex?
"Are you dating?" Say no.
"We've been together for almost 6 years, but it's all business, no strings, no diners, no sleeping over, only sex" Why am I mad?
"Great, I'll be there in an hour"
"I'm not in the hospital, I'm in the airport to attend a business meeting in London. I won't be in Italy until the day after tomorrow" Worderful.
"Okay" I hung up. A couple of minutes later she texted 'Take care of him' yeah, as if.
I don't know if I'll be able to see him, not after what she told me they've been together for almost 6 years, only sex my ass. When he told me he loved me he was already in love with another woman, he lied to me. But I'm not here for old feelings, I'm here for my daughter, then I'm out of here as fast as a lightning.
I don't know why I let Lo involved in my business but since he's a Marine, he can help. Even if I would never admitt it, I'm still in love with a man who hurt me, betrayed me and loves someone else. Do I sound pathetic enough? Because it feels worst than it sounds.
I needed to get to the hospital so I took a bath, ate something and headed there with Angelica and Lo. On our way, we passed Pablo's area and I froze. Everything stopped and for a second and then I felt my tears falling down my cheeks.
"Hey are you okay?" Lo asked.
"I don't know"
"What do you mean?"
"Please just move" I yelled.
"Louis move this is Pablo's area she's having a breakdown, remembering" Lo hit the gas and in a couples of seconds he was hitting 90, and when I felt calmer I said "Slow down"
"Decide" he said.
"I'm scared of speed and we're out of they're area, it's okay now"
"Sorry, I'm just mad"
"Why?"
"For what happened to you" I looked at him and he had an unease gaze, so I grabbed his hand, squeezing it.
"I know, I am too" The rest of the way was silent, dead silent. Only car horns and our breathing was heard. I didn't wanted Lo to come inside but he insisted anyway, he said 'I don't want you to face him alone' I gave up and let him come with me.
When I opened the room door, and saw him he was beaten up, like if he had broken nose, a scar from his eyebrow to his cheek, a black purple-ish eye too, and his lips were swollen.
"Well you look like shit" I said.
