Cheryls POV:
"Kim!" I go to grab her arm but shes gone like a shot.
I knew it wouldn't go well and as soon as i saw the look on her face as i showed her the ring, i knew then i had lost her. I had lost her quicker than i got her.
"Fuck sake!!" I say angrily throwing and punching everything in sight.
"Chez....Chez!! Calm down!!" Nic says grabbing me and pulling me forcefully into her arms.
"I've lost her. I've fcuking lost her!" I cry uncontrollably.
"I'm sorry Chez i thought she knew." Nads says sobering up some what quickly than normal.
"Well she didn't!! And now she does she hates me." I cry again until i we all freeze when we hear a loud bang.
"I'll go!" Saz says getting up and heading upstairs.
"No Saz i will. Please just let me go." I plead with her and she finally agrees.
I run up the steps and slow down as i approach the bedroom. I can hear her smashing things around so i slowly open the door hoping i dont startle her and make her worse.
"Kim?" I say quietly but as soon as i do she throws something towards me making me automatically close the door again.
I can hear her deafening screams mixed with her crying that was like mine moments ago. It stops after a while so i walk in again going slowly.
"Babe?" I whisper. She doesnt reply so i walk further into the room, the first time i can fully see the destruction shes caused.
I look over to where she is and shes holding a photo frame of us. It was the day we won a brit and we were celebrating, and sarah took a photo of us absolutely steaming drunk. However it became one of our favourites.
"I'm sorry." I try, standing in front of her playing with my hands, uncomfortable of the situation i was now deep in.
"You lied." She states simply, still not looking away from the photo.
"I know."
"You promised! You promised me."
"I know, i am sorry. You have no idea how much."
"Sorry doesn't cut it does it? Sorry doesn't erase the fact that you lied and the result of that meant i missed one of the most important days of your life."
"I don't know how to explain."
"You can't because it'll just be another lie to add to the list won't it?"
I really am lost for words. I can think of them but for some reason i can't say them.
"I'll never forgive you for this Cheryl." She says in barely a whisper.
"Don't Kim..Please don't" I begin to cry a little again. I was right. I had lost her.
"Don't what?! You lied! You could tell the rest of the girls but not me? It wasn't like i wasn't in the country was it? Nadine wasnt but yet she knew. She was there on the most important day of your life!!" She shouts finally looking at me but this time its me that doesnt look at her.
It fell silent again.
"Ki..."
"No. You know what, just go Cheryl. I want you all to go. And when you do, don't show your face here again."
"Kim please im sorry! Your my best friend!! My soulmate!!"
"OBVIOUSLY NOT CHERYL!!! BEST MATES ARE THERE FOR EACHOTHER EVERYDAY. THEY TELL EACHOTHER EVERYTHING AND NEVER EVER LIE!!" She screams so loud it scares me.
Ive never in my life seen her like this. She throws the picture frame at the wall and we both watch it smash to pieces.
"That's what i think of our friendship." She adds before leaving the room.
Kimberleys POV:
I can't describe how i feel. I've never felt so sick and ill in my life. I meant what i said. I'll never forgive her for this.
I head downstairs sstraight to the fridge for a bottle of vodka. Unscrewing the lid i drink it like water, not caring about the burning sensation in my throat.
"Kimberley?" Nads asks quietly poking her head around the corner. It wasn't just Cheryl i was mad at. I was mad at everyone. They all lied to me.
"I dont care what you have to say. Any of you for that matter."
"Wheres Cheryl?"
"Dont you mean Mrs Cheryl Fernandez Versini?" I spit taking another swig from the bottle.
"She didnt mean to. She wanted to tell you."
"Stop making excuses for her."
"I'm not Jean told her not to tell you."
"Jean? Really. so why the hell are you allowed to know" I say angrily.
"This is a conversation you need to have with Cheryl."
"Someone just tell me what the fcuk is going on!!!" I shout, tears falling again.
"Lets just leave it for another day i think everyone needs to calm down and have some space." Nicola says coming into the room, closely followed by Sarah.
After all of us finally have calmed down slightly we had moved to the room. We were waiting for Cheryl to make an appearence so they could all leave. After about half an hour she does. We share a quick look and i can see the sorrow in her eyes but i cant stop the hate showing in mine.
You can tell shes been crying, she still is kind of. She shrugs her shoulders shaking her head telling me she dosn't know what to do.
"I think its time you all left." I say standing up and luckily without any arguments they all headed for the door. Cheryl stopped to look at me before leaving.
"I'm sorry." She tries again but i dont acknowledge her.
After locking the door i head up to bed. Opening the bedroom door i soon remember the destruction i had caused as there was glass everywhere. I carefully walk over to the wardrobe, get my pjs out and get changed. I notice the picture frame on the floor. The frame was knackered but the photo remained in perfect condition. Sliding it out the glass i go and lay on my bed, looking at i thinking of that night.
FLASHBACK:
"I'm sooo happy Chez babe. Our first brit!!"
"I know baba, im proud of us and of you." she slurs.
"Why me?"
"Im always proud of you Kim. Everything you do everything you are you should be proud."
I smile widely before giving her a hug. As we pull away she drunkenly kisses my lips.
"Ooops.." She laughs her head of before getting up. "Oh well no regrets." She winks before stumbling to the bar.
The drunken state im in i dont notice nor care.
"Love you Chezza." I shout and she turns around blowing me a kiss.
FLASHBACK END:
And since that nght i've never forgotten it. I remember how her lips felt. I remember how her lips tasted of the variety of flavours of shots she had. And i remember the butterflies i felt too. And i think that night i realised how much i loved her. How much id always love her. I realised and sorted out exactly how i felt about her and now...
Now its been all blown out the water.....
