Cheryls POV:
After last nights kiss we decided to sleep in seperate rooms. I'd rang Jean and let him know but my voice must've had guilt written all over it. He'd asked what was up several times but i had lied through my teeth. I go downstairs and leave Kim a note reading;
Don't take this the wrong way but we need space, i'll be in touch XxCxX
Did i feel guilty for now pushing her away for the millionth time. Of course i did. She's my best friend or at least i think thats what she is too me. I was beyond confused. I know i keep saying it but i am married. To a great man.
I enter my house in a tracksuit to see Jean on the sofa.
"Hey babe, looking good." He joked as i came and sat next to him resting my head in his lap.
"Shut up."
"Whats up babe? You sounded upset last night when you called."
"Nothing me and Kim have had an arguement." I lie but he seems to buy it.
"Aww, well im sure you will make up. Does that mean i won't be meeting her soon then?" He asks stroking my hair.
"No sorry babe. I know you want too."
"Course i do shes a big part of your life, she's important to you."
"Yeah.." I say although in my head im trying to establish just how important.
"You'll make up soon babe." He says sensing my mood is all about our 'arguement'.
"Hopefully. Im going to ring Nadine babe then we'll have some dinner."
"Okay say hi to her from me. Hows about we go out. You don't look up to making dinner soo my treat." He smiles amking me do the same.
I lean up and kiss him before moving off him and the sofa upstairs to ring Nads.
Hello
Nads i need some advice.
'hi nadine how are you' yeah thanks Chezza haha
Hey how are you. right i need advice im serious.
Why whats up
I don't know how to say it and your the only one i know can help.
Whats it about
more like who babe
Kimberley then.
How'd you guess?
Its you. And Kimba rang me crying the other day
why whats up with her.
I think you should know, so lets cut the crap and tell me whats wrong before i lose the world to live
I don't want any of this Nads. She cant love me
Its not your choice babe its how she feels.
Why does she though
Because Chez you've been her rock, her shoulder to cry on, her best friend, occasional lover.
No nads we've never...
I know but you've basically been everything to her Chez, You shouldnt be surprised.
So i've basically caused her to fall in love with me?
No. Look Cheryl you out of everyone should know you cant help falling in love. Look at your track record.
