Wanting you..

11. (dirty)

If you're not a fan of dirty/mature content, then this chapter is not for you. Please exit this book, and carry on with your day❣️ I'm not turning this in into a completely dirty one, but there will be some chapters that are like that. So again, I'm warning you😆 this will be dIrTy.

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'im sorry.. I just got, jealous. I don't wanna lose you. If i lose one more person i care so much about, I'll lose my mind. Ill fucking go insane. I can't with you, Jacob. I'm so afraid of you finding someone better then me, bc I'm nothing special, I don't know what i did to deserve you. I'm nothing great, compared to all these other girls...'

Jacob looked at me, with anger filled in his eyes. I gulped, as he grabbed my hand and lead me out the door.
'you're perfect in my eyes. Everything I always wanted, and i will not stand there and let you downgrade yourself. I fucking love you, and you're amazing. Don't compare yourself to anyone. Bc in my opinion, you're a lot better in my eyes.'
He said, pulling me to his car.
I looked down, knowing i should've kept my mouth shut.

We stopped at his car, and i got in.
As Jacob started it, and i buckled up.
I sat there silently, looking out my window.
Jacob sighed, as i felt his hand touch my thigh.
I looked over at him, but he didn't look at me. He kept his eyes on the road.
'i love you, you know? so so much...' he softly said.
My breath hitched as his hand reached my heat.

'i love your beautiful smile. The way you look when you wake up, and the way you sound. I love when you act crazy, and laugh at my stupid jokes 24/7. I love how you go insane under my touch.' he deeply said, rubbing me now.
I bit my lip, spreading my legs a little. Allowing him to continue. I looked over at him, and he had a smirk plastered on his face.
'i love your eyes, and your hair, your soft tan skin, and them long legs.' he Continued to tell me, attempting to make me feel better.
Suddenly, he stopped. I groaned at the sudden loss of pleasure he sent through my body.

Seconds later, he pulled up to his house. He got out, and came over to my door and let me out. I felt intimidated under his dark stare. Our eyes looked at each other for a few seconds, until we both headed to his door.
He unlocked it, and allowed me to step in.
Just when he shut the door, he pushed me into it, and kissed me. He pressed his hips into mine, and held his hands on my waist.
Pressing his body against mine, as his jand trailed up my body.
The soft kiss, soon turned into a heated make out session.

In unison, we both pulled away.
His heavy breathing, and my fast heart beating, was the only thing feeling our ears.
'jump.' I heard him deeply whisper.
I obeyed and jumped into his arms.
He caught me, and carried me up his staircase and into his room.
Once we stepped in, he shut the door.
He didn't need to lock it, bc we were the only ones there.
He laid me on the bed, and took his shirt off, but only to come crashing down on me.
Jacob came down in between my legs, rolling his groin into mine.
I softly whimpered into his neck.
This feeling being new to me.

He pecked my lips, and rested his forehead onto mine.
'y/n, baby?' he softly spoke in my ear
'hmm?' I hummed, not being able to talk.
'can i show you how much I love you? Trust me, I'll never hurt you.. I'll be as gentle as you want. I'll let you soak up my love..' he somewhat whispered into my ear.
I couldn't say yes or no. All I could do, was lay under him, nervous as ever.
I finally nodded, and pulled his neck down to kiss me.
He ran his hands up my shirt, and squeezed my left cup, that was holding my breast. I softly moaned, as he pulled away. He looked at me and I nodded, allowing him to slip it off.
His wild eyes roamed my bare chest, before replacing his stare, with his lips. He began to softly suck on my right nipple, massaging the other.
I threw my head back, letting the pleasure be visible.
Soon he switched, giving both breast equal attention.

I used all my strength to flip him over. I was taking control.
I started kissing down his exposed chest, all the way to the waistband of his shorts.
I palmed him, causing him to throw his head back.
Finally, I pulled them down, along with his boxers.
My eyes widened, and my arousal rocketed through the roof, at just the right of his hard member. I squeezed my thighs together, as i let a noise out.
I grabbed his length, and pumped my hand up and down slowly. He moaned beneath my touch.
'p-please baby, i-i need this so much.', he said, lust dripping from his lips .

I gave in, and lowered my head. I swirled my tongue around on his tip, slowly sucking his sensitive parts.
Finally, I relaxed my jaw and took in his whole length.
I bobbed my head up and down, and twisted my hand around the part I couldn't fit, as he brushed the back of my throat.
'fuck, babygirl.' he groaned, turning me on even more.
My hand pumped his base, as i brought my lips back up to his tip. My other, massaging his balls.
He was vulnerable under my touch.
I let my eyes flicker up to him, and watched him. His eyes tightly shut, and his mouth gasped open. His fingers found my hair, pulling it back into a makeshift ponytail. Allowing me to see better.

I continued to go faster. Him, and the urge to pleasure him, was the only things on my mind. As soon as i felt him twitch, I pulled off. I kissed the tip, before being slammed on my back. I groaned, biting my lip.
His hands trailed down my sides, and pulled my pants off slowly.
I watched as he bit his lip, and moved his fingers to my hood.
He placed his thumb on my heat, and began moving his thumb in harsh circles. I was uncontrollably moaning, my heat beginning to ache for him.

I bit my lip harshly, as he replaced his thumb, with his tongue. He began leaving small kisses on my clit. Soon, flicking his tongue around. I reached my hand down and roughly pulled on his dark brown locks. This caused him to moan, sending vibrations through my body.
Just that, made the experience seem that much better.

'b-baby..' i softly moaned, my breath being taking away.
My body started to shake and my toes began to curl, signaling I was close. With that, he continued his pattern, faster. I ran my hand up my stomach as i arched my back, softly squeezing my right boob.
Jacob's lustful eyes landed on me. 'fuck.' He grunted against my wet dripping folds, as he added a few fingers.

My eyes rolled back, pleasure taking over my entire body. He curled his fingers, and he pulled them half way out, before slamming them back in.
I moaned loudly, as he continued his pattern. I clenched a few times, before reaching my high.
My stomach tightened, as my liquids spilt all over his fingers. I watched, with wide eyes, as he pulled them out and seductively licked my juices off.

'that..was hot, babygirl.' he gawd, as his warm lips attached to mine.
I firmly held onto his broad shoulders, looking deeply into his eyes. You could tell how much he cared for me. Me, feeling the same exact way.

'It's going to hurt at first, love. But soon, you'll feel good.' I heard him, deeply but caringly say in my ear. I nodded, before feeling him enter me.
I deeply whimpered, as my breath got knocked out of me.
He rolled his hips into mine, slowly. 'f-fuck!' I winced at the slight pain. He swirled his hips around, hitting a certain spot, causing the pain to form into extreme pleasure.
I moaned softly, as he cursed out into my ear.
Baby, you feel so fucking good around me, yeah..' he seductively said.

Wrapping my legs around his waist, forming a new sensation to flow through my body. It giving us both, that feeling we desired to have.
He pushed his groin hardly into mine, hitting g my g-spot perfectly, attempting to help me reach my high, for the second time tonight.
I clenched around him, causing his to deeply groan in my ear. His lips soon found the crevice of my neck, leaving wet kisses here and there.

That pushed me over the edge, as i came around him. I moaned loudly, biting my lip as he pounded into a few more rounds, before exploding deep inside me. We both sighed, him collapsing on top of me.
'i love you, darling.' he softly spoke, before gaining the strength to pull out and collaspe next to me.
'i love you, way more J.' I stated, soon drifting asleep in his arms.

Okay, okay. This kinda sucked- wait, no. Forget that, it really sucked. Sorry, but this is the first dirty chapter I've attempted to write. Most likely the last for another few chapters or more.
Really cringey, and i swear I'm a Christian😂💓 anyways, vote and comment for more. Next chapter will be g.o.l.d. *maybe a lil drama between y/n and ole mamà🤷🏼‍♀️👏🏼*
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