Wanting you..

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We have a lot in common, I thought to myself. Im not gonna lie, he kinda makes me feel.. different. This feeling, ive never felt before. I feel Safe... I feel excepted and somewhat happy again

Jacob, softly chuckled as he got up and grabbed my hand. He gently pulled me up, and intertwined his fingers with mine. I looked down at our hands, and softly smiled. What is this boy doing to me? I thought to myself.

'Come on. Let's go get ice cream, and go to the park' He suggested. I nodded In agreement, as he lead me down the stairs and outside. The whole time, our hands never left each others.

Jacob and i have been talking for the past 15, minutes. He really is a nice guy. On top of that, he's really funny!!
We made it to the ice cream store. I ordered a cheesecake milkshake(my favorite) and he ordered the #90 special.

After that we started walking, and headed to the park. I got to admit, he makes me happy. Even though we've only known each other 2 days, i need him in my life. I need a friend like him.

We walked around the park, talking about our past, and what we wanna be when we grow up. Things like that. But the whole time, the thought of my dad never left my mind.
Even though my dad said boys only want one thing, i believe this boy is different. I can feel it.

I feel like I've known him all my life. Every time i talk to him, I can't help but smile. I get these butterflies Everytime i hear him speak. Ugh. I don't know what's happening.

Days turned into weeks. We've been in virginia for 2 months now. Jacob and i have become closer. He's my best friend now, well, more like a soulmate. I can tell him everything. He reminds me of my dad. I can be goofy around him, I can be myself. Without feeling ashamed, or feeling un-excepted. He makes me feel loved, so loved. When I hug him, i feel like im floating.
I feel like no one can harm me. When I'm in his arms, i feel like that's the safest place to be in this world. I.... I want him. All to myself, I wanna be his. I want him to be mine.

So, this chapter is shorter then usual. But next chapter is gonna be way better!! I'm thinking maybe i should make them a thing?¿ If i do, there will be some dirty chapters here and there, but not right away. I'll make them sweet and put some drama in there as well!
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