chapter 4: jock alert

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Evans POV

“Evan wake up! It’s the first day of school, you don’t want to be late do you?” he whispered a little too close.

“EW man, get that morning breath away from me” I snorted, throwing my pillow at him.

“What!!” he laughed acting shocked.

“You heard me” I said sticking out my tongue.

“Don’t stick your tongue out or I might be forced to taste it” he grinned.

“Not with that breath you’re not” I laughed…wait…I laughed…I really laughed, for the first time in ages.

“your mean” he fakily sobbed as he stood up yawing, I saw his stomach as his shirt rode up…shit don’t drool Evan…it’s not that good of a body…who am I kidding its perfect…he’s a sex god.

“See something you like” he grinned as he leaned down and wiped my lips.

“N-n-no, don’t Kidd yourself there is nothing to see” I panicked.

“Whoa, calm down, I was joking and besides we are going out now” he smiled.

“Huh” I said confused.

“I said we are going out…you’re my boyfriend now” he explained, and then it hit me, what happened last night did actually happen, he’s my boyfriend…no way!!

“I remember Jeremy, now can we stop this discussion until later because we have to get ready for school, shit I have to go home and get changed” I panicked.

“Nah, you can change here” he said.

“My clothes are at home genius” I snorted.

“So, I have a spare pair of clothes you can wear, just wear them instead, and you can take a shower here, it saves going home and explaining to you parents where you were last night” he said handing me a set of school clothes.

“But these are huge” I said shocked at how big they were, he has more muscle than I thought.

“Im sure they’ll be fine for today” he smiled.

“Fine, im going for a shower” I sighed walking into the bathroom, but before I could close the door Jeremy stood in the way.

“Maybe you shouldn’t have a shower” he sighed.

“Why” I asked.

“Cause you might hurt yourself in there” he worried.

“Are you serious, I won’t do that, not now” I yelled getting pissed.

“I want to believe you Evan but im worried about you” he said hugging me.

“Don’t be, im fine and I can shower so get out the way” I shouted pushing him away.

“Hmm fine, but maybe I should join you in the shower so I can keep an eye on you” he grinned.

“Yeah right…in your dreams” I laughed as I shut the bathroom door and hopped in the shower.

Even though I was meant to hurry up…I took my time, I couldn’t help but think…what have I gotten myself into…I looked down at my wrist and recalled last night and that Jeremy saw my cuts, I feel so horrible that he saw, but what’s worse is he asked me out…why would he do that…someone like me, I don’t understand.

“Evan are you ok in there?” Jeremy asked persistently knocking on the door.

“yeah im fine, I’ll be out in a second” I shouted, I heard him sigh and slowly leave the door, I stood under the hot water for a minute and contemplated cutting again, I wanted to so badly, but I knew I couldn’t not here, not now.

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